before diving into the cookies.â
Rotund, with her salt-and-pepper hair pulled into an old-fashioned bun, Marcy looked older than her fifty-six years. Sheâd worked for Laura and Steve ever since theyâd moved to Tampa, when Laura began her internship seven years ago. Patrick had been only ten months old; the twins, three; Kevin, four; and Mike, seven. Thank God for Marcy, Laura repeated at least a dozen times each day.
As for Marcy, she claimed the children gave her the will to go on once sheâd lost her husband to cancer. Fiercely dedicated to the Nelsons, she lived in a small apartment over their attached garage so she could be on call for those frequent occasions when both parents worked erratic hours.
âFriday, I never thought itâd come.â Laura slumped into the nearest kitchen chair. âHowâre the kids?â
âTheyâre all in the family room,â Marcy said.
Laura started to get up.
âYou had a few calls.â
âWho?â Laura grabbed one more cookie and started stuffing it into her mouth.
âYour mother. She wants to know if youâd like her to stay with you over the weekend. You know sheâs worried about you. And a lawyer. Says you know him, a Mr. Sanders. And then Roxanne. She called about this Mr. Sanders. She wants you to call her before Monday morning.â
âOh? Iâll call them later.â Laura wiped the crumbs off her lips. âIâm going in to check out the kids.â
Laura stepped across the hall and was about to call out, âIâm home,â when she suddenly stopped. She sensed before she saw the serious expressions on her kidsâ faces. They were deep in discussion and did not notice her arrival at the verge of the door. Mike, her oldest son, sat stiffly on one end of the sofa. He looked so much like a younger version of his dad that she flinched. Broad shoulders, wavy blonde hair, but with Lauraâs green eyes. Like Steve, Mike was clean cut and smart, yet unlike Steve, he was modest, even oversensitive. Hard for Laura to accept, but Mike was fourteen now. Steve had been nineteen when sheâd met him. So much had happened to both of them since then. They were now two entirely different people. Gone their rosy eyed optimism, gone their shared values.
âTheyâre not telling me anything,â Mike was saying. âBut Dad was at my baseball game yesterday, and he said he was coming back.â Laura grimaced at the new pitch in his voice. Puberty, a tough transition for any kid under the best of circumstances.
Next to him sat Kevin, age eleven, another blonde, but with fine, straight hair with shaggy bangs brushing his eyebrows. His freckles seemed apt to his role as family clown, but at the momenthis blue eyes â the medium blue of his fatherâs â clouded over with unfamiliar worry.
The younger three were sitting Indian style on the floor in front of their brothers, a half-finished puzzle before them. It was one of those rare occasions when the television was turned off. Natalie and Nicole, identical ten-year-old twins, flanked eight-year-old Patrick.
Laura felt her heart turn over in her chest. Should she walk in or lurk out here and listen?
âHeâs never coming home,â Nicole announced with smug authority. âMom wonât let him live with us anymore.â
âYou shut up, Nicky,â shouted Patrick, clenching his fists. âThatâs not true. Is it, Mike?â
âDaddy would never leave us by ourselves,â said Natalie before Mike could respond.
âWeâre not by ourselves, silly,â Kevin interjected. âWe have Mom and Mrs. Whitman.â
âWho cares anyway,â said Nicole in a strangely cold tone.
âYouâre a mean jerk,â Patrick yelled, reaching over to shove Nicole.
âYouâre just a stupid baby,â Nicole shouted. âGet away from me. And donât touch my puzzle! Iâm not