Meg usually enjoyed a brisk spring breeze scented by the first rush of growing plants, at the moment she was too irritated to notice anything but the gamekeeper who stood uneasily before her.
âWhat do you mean, there will be no venison?â Meg asked, her voice unusually sharp.
The gamekeeper looked away and twisted his hands nervously. âThe pale, mâlady. âTis so fallen down in places a hare could leap it, much less a stag. The deerâ¦theyâre fled.â
âHow long has the deer park been in such a state?â
Looking only at his feet, the gamekeeper mumbled something.
âSpeak up,â she said. âAnd look at me while you speak.â
Meg rarely took such a tone with the keepâs vassals; but then, she was rarely lied to by them.
That wasnât the case now. The gamekeeperâs falsehoods were so great they were sticking in his throat like chicken bones.
âIâ¦the windsâ¦uhâ¦â he said.
Pale blue eyes beseeched Meg, stirring unwilling compassion in her.
âGood man, who told you to lie to me?â she asked gently.
Hands roughened by bowstrings, snares, and skinning knives pleaded silently for Megâs kindness.
âThe laird,â whispered the gamekeeper finally.
âHeâs too weak to leave his bed. Have you been to his chamber, then, to receive your orders to lie to the mistress of the keep?â
The gamekeeper shook his head so hard his oily hair lifted. âSir Duncan, mistress. He told me.â
Stillness came over Meg. âWhat did Duncan tell you?â
âNo venison for the Norman.â
âI see.â
And she did.
It chilled Meg. She had been glad to see Duncan return from the Crusade, for his cousin Rufus wasnât interested in keeping peace with Henry. No matter how little she liked the idea of being pawned to a strange Norman knight in order to keep peace in the northern marches, Meg liked the thought of bloodshed less. The constant chivvying and thrusting against the English kingâand among ambitious Saxons while leaders such as Duncan were off pursuing a holy Crusadeâhad worn out Blackthorne Keepâs people, its fields, and its hope of a better future.
The vassals blamed their ill fortune on their lord and on the revenge of a Glendruid witch mated to the wrong man. Meg blamed the ruined fields on the inattention of her father, a man obsessed with stopping the advance of the English by marrying his daughter to a thane known as Duncan of Maxwell, the Scots Hammer.
Ah, Duncan. Donât succumb to my fatherâs lures. They will lead to plague and starvation, bloody meadows and an early grave .
âMâlady?â
The gamekeeperâs voice was uncertain. The lordâs daughter looked pinched and drawn, far too old for even an unmarried maid of nineteen.
âYou may go,â Meg said tightly. âThank you for the truth, though it nearly came too late. Make plans to kill a stag. There will be venison at this wedding feast, even though it will be tough for want of hanging.â
The gamekeeperâs dirty fingers touched his forelock, but he didnât leave.
âIs there more?â she asked.
âDuncan,â he said simply.
âHe is not the lord of Blackthorne Keep. Nor will he be. I, however, am the lady. And I will remain so .â
The gamekeeper took one look at the narrowed green eyes watching him and decided to let the lords and ladies fight it out among themselves. He was going hunting.
âAye, mâlady.â
Meg watched the gamekeeper trot across the bailey to the gatehouse with gratifying speed. But the gratification, like the manâs speed, was short-lived.
This fighting must end , Meg told herself silently. There will be no one left to bury the dead, nor any food for the living. One more year of meager crops will be the end of Blackthorne Keep .
A sliding, changing pressure at Megâs ankles distracted her. When she