carefully. âTell me about them?â
âI want to study.â I said it as casually as I could. If Iâd had feathers like his whipperling, theyâd have been raked around my collar.
âWhy? This is so much betterâsecret Singer messages, diagrams. Besides, if we do finish cleaning and you get to wingtest, youâll be great at Laws. You know them all.â
If my voice didnât trip me up. If we could wingtest. Too many ifs.
I didnât want to talk about ifs. I couldnât talk about the skymouth. âYou think the tower on those chips is Densira or Mondarath?â I asked, trying to think of anything that would swing Natâs attention.
âIt might be a tower far away.â Nat looked out into the dark. âWhy?â
âBecause if you get your wingmark,â I said, âyou can fly the city until you find it. Without a Magister at your side.â
He paled. âIf I donât, Iâll be stuck here until next Allsuns. No wingmark, no flying past this quadrant. No apprenticeship or wingfights or anything.â
Nat loved his mysteries and his conspiracies, but he loved flying more. Iâd caught him. Worse, if he didnât pass with full marks, he wouldnât get a good apprenticeship because of Natonâs Lawsbreaks. Nat and Elna would sink farther on the tower. And they didnât have far to go.
He tried to play it off. âYou worry too much,â he mumbled.
âWe have three tiers to clean tomorrow,â I said. âThatâs worry enough. Iâm afraid weâre not going to finish in time, even if Tobiatâs was the worst by far.â A few days ago, my biggest worry about the wingtest had been to do well enough that my mother would beg to have me as her apprentice. Now I needed my wingmark to stay clear of the Singerâs clutches. And Iâd started to fear the lengths the Singer was willing to go to in order to set me up to fail.
The last few days of flight training had focused on sweeps, rolls, and defensive gliding, and I needed work in that area. Magister Florianâs recitations and songs were filled with important angles and calculations. Weâd missed plenty of last-minute secrets while we were downtower with our buckets.
I hoped Nat shared my worries. âWe could study together?â But heâd already retreated to his mat.
So I curled back up on my own mat and tried to recite more right-of-way rules. I practiced the singsong Laws. Easy to sing, easy to remember. Less carving required to pass them on. The rhythms were memorable; the repetition made me drowsy.
My eyes snapped open at movement by my side. Elna was bent over me, furious.
âWhere did you get this?â
I scrambled off my sleeping mat and stood, blearily, as she shook the blue silk cord with the strange bone chips at me. Nat was nowhere to be seen.
âTobiat gave it to Nat!â
Iâd never seen Elna this angry. âHe did, did he? Youâre an innocent bystander again?â
A chill ran up my back. Yesterday, Elna had thought I was a skytouched blessing. Now she sounded like she agreed with the councilman.
âYou canât leave well enough alone, can you, Kirit? Always have to make a mess.â
I reeled on my feet. Was I dreaming? Elna loved me. The bone chips dangled and rattled in her hand. Thatâs what had changed.
âI donât even know what they mean,â I protested.
Elna ran her fingers along the age-smoothed bone chips. Her chin quivered. She threw the braided skein of chips on the floor and turned from me. âLeave those things be.â She pointed at Tobiatâs chips. Her voice broke like a wild whipperlingâs tethered for the first time to a training line. She began singing Laws. Pointedly. The ones about trespass and betrayal.
I struggled to pull myself from my sleep fog and find the words that would loosen her anger. âElna, no,â was all that came out. A