Dad thought, might be an ideal microclimate for cabernet.
I saw the top of his red tractor deep in the vineyard before he saw me. He kept his fatherâs original tractor out here in a shed by the river, so he could ride through his favorite vines. He would stop every few rows to check how the bunches were forming, with enough space but not too much, heavy but not too heavy early on. Grapes too heavy earlier in the season need less water as the summer goes on, but watering less in the middle of a central California summer introduces an extra set of risks.
Other farmers, growers far smaller than Dad, were in their pink stucco offices in the center of Fresno, making phone calls to their packing houses, to their buyers, to the chemical people for next season. Only Dad would be out now, checking his grapes.
Daddy doesnât even have e-mail.
From Paso Robles to Lodi and to Napa, people always told Dad his grapes were the nicest. They were: tight and big and deeply colored. Dad was no good at business, but he was good at land. He only bought ground next to good farmers, and he only bought land that came with its own water. When he bought the ten thousand acres of peaches in the early eighties, he knew by then to rip out the trees within view of the river and plant cabernet in the sandy loam. Dad felt something beyond affection for the grapes, something much closer to love.
I worried, then that summer but maybe always, that Daddy could be such a good farmer that he would get ruined. Dad thought farming was about ground and attention. He didnât think quite enough about cost and return. Poor Dad.
He climbed down from the tractor and rubbed dust and yeast from a cluster of young cabernet. I parked the car at the end of the row.
âTheyâre beautiful, Daddy.â
He looked up, surprised not so much that I found him in forty-five thousand acres of vines and trees, but perhaps that I was still here, in Fresno, at all. He didnât ask how I knew heâd be right here. Those few hundred acres were the first heâd bought; he saved checking them for the end of the day. He brushed dust off his pants, off his shirt. âThey all wanted dry valley land. By the river you could flood,â he said. This was one of the things he said all the time.
âI know it.â
Dad loved to remind us how well heâd done by buying the land near the San Joaquin. We could hear the air move past the slow river from where we were standing. âSo much for flooding.â
Every year in California, the farmers got less and less water from the state. That year the state started talking about opening up the Friant Dam, saving the delta smelt, a tiny fish you canât eat, and the farmers were beside themselves about the loss of water. Farmers get upset when it rains and upset when it doesnât. Two years ago, a light rain fell in June and split all the cherries. Mother said every year, âTheyâre always complaining about something.â
âWhen do these get picked?â
âWhy donât you move back here and work for me, Inky? The business isnât so hard to learn.â
âI have a job, Dad. I donât want to scrub Uncle Felixâs tanks.â In fact, scrubbing Uncle Felixâs tanks would likely have been more satisfying than the work I was not doing every day. Thereâs something to be said for doing the kind of work you can see. But I wasnât qualified to scrub tanks. Itâs demanding physical labor, usually done by muscled twenty-two-year-old Davis graduates desperate to work in the wine industry, and I was pretty certainly not capable of it.
âWe wonât make you scrub tanks.â
Girls Iâd gone to school with had come back from their spells in San Francisco or Boulder or New York to work in sales or management for their family farms or shopping centers or packing companies. Maria Angelico, whoâd gone to high school and college with me, had