. purple pants and a green tank top.â
I made a face. âI look like an eggplant.â
âI meant blue jeans,â she corrected herself, starting the music again.
I wrinkled my forehead. âBoot cut, flared, or skinny?â
The music stopped.
âWhat?â
âWhat kind of jeans?â I asked.
âFlared.â
âI donât own flared jeans,â I said. âWhen did I buy them?â
Heather sighed. âI donât know. There was a sale at Blarneys?â
âI think you mean Barneys,â I said. âAnd even on sale their jeans are not cheap. Where did I get the money? I didnât babysit those terrible Thatcher boys again, did I?â
I felt Heatherâs hands clutching both sides ofmy head. âYou got the money as a birthday present, the jeans were on clearance because they had a stain, and before you ask, youâre wearing ballet flats.â
I was quiet for a moment. Then I peeked through one eye and asked, âWhat color are the flats?â
âVanessa!â Heather squeezed my head, and we both busted out laughing.
After weâd calmed down, I said, âLook, Iâm sorry, and I appreciate your help, but visualizing myself confident before an audience wonât work. Trust me, I have a constant daydream where Iâm holding a fashion show, andââI shruggedââthat hasnât worked, either.â
She shook her head. âI just donât get it. You love being the center of attention, and the spotlight is perfect for that. Even if youâre not comfortable in front of two hundred people, you should be okay in front of one camera.â She snapped her fingers.âRemember when we helped Brooke film that video for history? You were in front of a camera then!â
âA cell phone camera,â I reminded her. âAnd I didnât have to look directly at it, and my professional career wasnât at stake!â
âWellââ
Someone knocked on my bedroom door.
âCome in, Mom!â I called.
Only it wasnât my mom. Or my little brother. Or Brooke or Tim Antonides or even Tim Gunn.
âHiyee!â said Katie, waving to me. âYour mom said Iâd find you here, and she asked me to babysit your brother, which of course I said yes to because how cute is he, and plus, you and I are like sisters from different misters, so heâs almost family!â She took a deep breath. âBut what are you doing by yourself, lonely pants?â She started to walk in and saw Heather off to the side. âOh! Hi, Heather! Sorry. I just wanted to talk toVanny about the advice-off.â
âThatâs actually what weâre practicing for,â said Heather. âV has a little stage fright.â
âHey!â I turned on Heather with wide eyes. âWhy would you reveal my weakness to the competition?â
âAwww, itâs okay,â said Katie. âMy lips are sealed.â She pantomimed zipping them shut. âWant me to email you some Toastmasters videos my mom has?â
I was about to point out that she technically wouldnât be able to talk if her lips were really sealed, but her question intrigued me.
âToastmasters?â I repeated. âWhatâs that?â
âItâs a public-speaking improvement group. My mom used to have a serious phobia about speaking in public, so her doctor recommended she join. After a few monthsââ
âA few months? I only have a week.â I looked to Heather to back me up, but she shrugged.
âIt couldnât hurt,â she said.
Why was she siding with Katie?
âFine.â I nodded at Katie. âCan you email me the files?â
âSure, give me your business card.â
I froze in the process of getting a pen and Post-it. âMy what?â
âBusiness card,â she repeated as she reached into her purse and pulled out a flat, pink card case with a black K in the