officially redacted.â I grab my purse and look pointedly at Rachel. âI better not be in any others.â
âI swear. Youâre not.â
âDonât worry.â Christy drapes her arm around my shoulders. âYou left before the party got moved to the basement.â
âThe basement?â
Rachel turns the phone toward me. âI canât believe you havenât seen this yet.â
Greg Wattsâs Instagram feed. A shot of Deacon with a girl slung over one of his shoulders. I remember my dad hauling me around like this when I was a kid, playing in the backyard. Oh, look! I found a sack of potatoes. Mmmm! Theseâll be good eatinâ . . . Iâd giggle and squeal as he tromped around, his arm wrapped firmly behind my knees, the blood rushing to my face.
The girl in this picture is Stacey, and she is clearly not giggling. Sheâs only wearing a bra and her tiny black skirt, and she doesnât even look conscious. Her mouth lolls open, eyes closed, arms hang limp. Sheâs bent at the waist, tossed over Deaconâsshoulder, his chin resting on her butt, his arm clamped across her upper thighs.
Dooney is in the picture, too, squatting down behind Deacon, holding Staceyâs hair out of her face, making a goofy look meant to mimic hers: tongue stuck out, eyes rolled back in his head. And over it all, Deaconâs bright grin, a smile on the verge of a laugh: inviting, warm, funnyâjust like him, usuallyâbut somehow that smile doesnât seem to match this picture.
âWhereâs her top?â I ask.
âStill in the corner of Dooneyâs rec room, Iâm guessing,â says Rachel.
âAlong with her dignity,â agrees Lindsey.
Rachel grabs my shoulder and turns me to face her. âSpeaking of tops, is that new?â
âOh yeah. It was a birthday present.â
Grandma Clark sent it to me last month along with a card that had a unicorn on it. Itâs just a cotton blouse from the Gapâprobably the clearance rack at the outlet near her condo. She doesnât always get it right, but this one fits perfectly, and the deep emerald green brings out the slightest hint of red in my hair.
âYou saved it since your birthday?â Lindsey is incredulous. âBut itâs so cute.â
âTotally,â agrees Rachel. âReally shows off your rack. But not in a slutty sort of way.â
Dooney and Deacon have their faces buried in separate phones now, thumbs tapping like mad. Above us, Ben catchesmy eye as he starts down the stairs. He flips his chin up once in my direction and winks. I smile back.
Lindsey catches the whole thing. âOh, I get it,â she says. âYou just needed someone to wear it for.â
Rachel looks over her shoulder and sees Ben at his locker. âRight? Hey, Kate, Ben talking to anybody lately?â
âStop it, you guys.â
Christy catches on and her eyes narrow. âHeard about your little walk in the park yesterday. Or was it a nap?â
âWe are just friends.â
The warning bell rings: two minutes before first period starts. Actually, I should say the âtone sounds.â Over winter break, Principal Hargrove replaced the aging standard metal bells and clappers at Coral Sands High with a new system that plays a bizarre electronic beep to signal the beginning and end of each class period. Rachel says itâs a perfect concert B-flat. She can tune her flute to it at the beginning of band. Regardless, itâs been three months and it still makes me jump every time.
âI will never get used to that,â I groan.
âMe neither,â says Lindsey.
âWhy canât it be a nice prerecorded voice?â Rachel demonstrates, sounding like one of those golf commentators on TV: âLadies and gentlemen, first period will begin in two minutes. Please proceed to your homeroom . â
The four of us are laughing as we walk into geology. Ben