did. But we didnât find him. He could have walked out.â
She made a sardonic grin. âNot Grampa Ned. He drove everywhereâheâs always been a smoker and he doesnât have such good wind anymore.â
âWell, maybe someone met him, picked him up.â
âNed Spotted Cloud didnât have a friend in this world, Missâ¦whatâd you say your name was?â
âWild. Jamaica Wild.â
She leaned forward, pursing her lips and studying me. âThatâs a funny name for a white girl.â
I shrugged. My name was always the source of curious comments and strange reactions. I searched for something to say. âItâs not nearly as nice as Clara White Deer,â I finally managed. âThatâs a beautiful name.â
She lifted her chin even higher, narrowing her eyes suspiciously. Eventually she nodded. âThereâs a little café a block from here. Iâll buy you a lemonade. Their iced tea tastes awful.â She picked up a handbag from beneath the desk and started for the door.
A half hour later, we were sitting across from one another in a booth, sipping lemonade. âWhy do you call Ned âGrampaâ?â I asked. âIs he any relation to you?â
She laughed. âNow, thatâs real funny. No, heâs no relation to me, none whatsoever. Everyone calls him Grampa. It started as a joke years ago, but it just kept on going. Ned was always a ladiesâ man. He had so many girlfriends that everyone used to say that four out of five kids on the Southern Ute Reservation were his children. Then, as he got older, they just started teasing him, calling him Grampa.â
âDid he ever marry?â I was thinking of the burning manâs words: Save the grandmother.
âGrampa Ned?â She snorted. âNo. He never cared about anyone but himself.â
I watched her as she rummaged in her purse and pulled out a tube of lip balm. She smeared some on, then said, âWhat? Why are you looking at me like that?â
âIâm sorry. Itâs just thatâ¦well, a little while ago when you were saying you were sure he was deadâ¦I mean, I guess I thought you were upset because you cared about him and we couldnât find him.â
âOh, donât worry,â she said, plopping the tube back into her purse. âI probably care as much as almost anyone does about Ned Spotted Cloud. Heâs a Southern Ute, a member of my tribe. I guess I care for that reason. But you wonât find anyone around here who will say anything nice about him.â She paused a moment and put her hand to her chin as if she had thought of something. Then the hand came away and she held it up in the air as if she had surrendered whatever had come to mind. âAt least not anyone who really knows him. You think Iâm making this up? You ought to speak to Mary Takes Horse. You know the trading post on the corner downtown? Thatâs her place. Sheâs one of the tribal storytellersâsheâll give you an earful about Grampa Ned.â
When the waitress brought the check, I grabbed for it, but Clara White Deer was faster.
âIâll get that,â I said. âIt was my idea.â
âNo, Iâm buying,â she said. âYou did me a favor. Iâm calmer now. It was good to just talkâyou know, say it how it is? Besides, I told you, I probably got more money than you. The Southern Utes are well offâweâre not some starving, illiterate tribe looking for government handouts to get by.â
âI didnât meanâ¦â
âWeâre the richest tribe in the country. Our people are very savvy. We have excellent health care and good education for our children. And we take care of our own: every member of the Southern Ute tribe gets a check every month whether she works or notâa big check. Itâs from the investments our tribe has made with the income from our gas and