she tucked it away to examine later. âEveryone was talking tonight,â she went on. âEveryone was saying what a risk you took.â
âI was ready to take it,â he said. Then he unfolded his arms, and stopped leaning against the wooden post, which made Kita want to take a step back, away from him, but she stopped herself.
âWhy?â she asked.
âInstinct. Like when a dog knows to attack. Maybe she did have power, but I knew it wasnât dangerous to me, right there and then. Or to the tribe. The headman bottled it. He threw away our chance to find out more.â
âHow dâyou think they bewitched the horsemen brides?â
Arc laughed. âMaybe they didnât. Maybe the brides just didnât want to be married to old men.â
âAre you serious ?â
âMaybe. What about you, Kita? Where does your taste lie?â
She stared at him, stunned, and he said, âSpringâs nearly here. I can fight and you can climb like a tree rat â weâd make a good baby. And I donât think the real reason you came to talk to me was because you wanted to hear about a dead witch.â
Then, fast, sure of himself, he was right in front of her, his arms around her. His mouth went down on hers. She jerked her head backwards, wriggled furiously, and ducked down out of his grip.
His laughter followed her as she raced for the sleeping huts.
âNice walk?â mumbled Quainy, sleepily, holding out the sheepskin cover for Kita to get under.
âNo,â wailed Kita, heart still pounding. âI saw Arc and asked about the witch, and now he thinks I want to breed with him.â
âOh, Kita . Of course he does if you went to talk to him.â
â What? Oh, lord â I didnât think of that.â
âOh, Kita â you know what the footsoldiers are like. They all think theyâre prizes for the girls to fight over. And Arc likes you â Iâve seen him watching you.â
âThatâs insane!â
âItâs true . Iâdâve told you before but I knew youâd react like this. Why shouldnât he like you? Youâve got more life in you than most of the girls here put together.â
âIâm going to be sick.â
âNo, youâre not. Youâre flattered. I can see it in your face.â For answer, Kita pulled the sheepskin right over her head, making Quainy laugh. âHeâs young and strong,â Quainy teased, âand good looking. Even if he is a thug â and letâs face it, footsoldiers are trained to be thugs.â
âMmmmph,â groaned Kita.
âLots of girls would jump at the chance of sleeping with him this spring. Iâd say yes if I were you.â
There was a long pause. Then Kita reappeared solemnly from under the sheepskin and said, âQuainy, donât say that. Donât be like the others. I donât want to just â get pregnant . I donât want to be a sheep, making babies. I want more than that.â
âSorry,â murmured Quainy. âItâs just â Arc, for all his arrogance, heâs . . . heâs a better choice than what Iâve got to go to.â
âI know, dearling,â said Kita, sorrowfully, snuggling closer. âOh, lord, Quainy, there has to be a better way than the sheepmen or the horsemen. There has to be something more. Something with order, respect . . . and dancing.â
âThere isnât,â muttered Quainy. âGo to sleep.â
But Kita lay awake for a long time that night, staring at the low black ceiling of the sleeping hut. First, she admitted to herself that Quainy was sort of right. Part of her was flattered, stirred, that Arc seemed to like her. She hadnât been as appalled as she should have been when heâd grabbed hold of her. His kiss hadnât been . . . it hadnât been vile.
But that was irrelevant. There, sheâd admitted what she felt