like.â
âJacob had a tantrum?â Even in the dim light, I could see Momâs brow furrow. âHeâs been having so many lately.â
âItâs just because he was on a plane all day,â Luke said with an easy shrug. âAfter a six-hour flight, Iâm ready to throw things, too.â
âYeah, me too,â I said. âAnd most kids scream on airplanes. Itâs sort of amazing he didnât.â
Mom didnât respond to that.
By the time I got back to the room, Jacob was asleep and Grandma was watching TV with the volume downlowâsome reality show about a bunch of swollen-lipped women who were drinking wine and yelling at one another.
I curled up on the other bedâJacob was in a rollaway cribâand texted Heather. I wanted to tell her that Aaron Marquand was coming to live in LA.
Heâs the cute one, right? she texted back. With the blue eyes? She hadnât ever met him, but Iâd shown her photos.
Yep. AKA my future husband.
Squeal.
seven
T he breeze was blowing strands of hair against my sticky-glossy lips. I had to keep reaching up and pulling them away with my free hand. I wished Iâd put my hair up. Or not worn lip gloss.
Jacobâs hand was sweaty in mine as Luke made a toast to Mom. I glanced down at my little brother, who was wearing a soft dark-green top over white pants. His thick, wavy hair was neatly brushed for onceâit was on the long side because he hated having it cut and would scream when anyone tried, but at least it looked cute that way. He also didnât like having it brushed, but Iâd won that battle this morning by bribing him: an M&M for each pass of the brush and he got to watch TV the whole time.
He was pretty adorable all dressed up. Kid-model cute. He held my hand tightly and stared up at the slowly rotating fake-palm-leaf fan above us.
We were in a room with floor-to-ceiling glass doors facing the ocean, all of them open for the party. We could hear the waves and feel the breeze, but we had a wooden floor under our feet and three walls to keep the event private. For added security, George had also asked the hotel not to use Lukeâs real name, so the event schedule down in the lobby read âAnniversary of John and Jane Smith.â I took a photo and texted it to Heather with a jaunty Maybe weâre related .
âI am so brilliant,â I crowed to Jonathan after the toast was done, and waiters had started passing around drinks and hors dâoeuvres. âDonât you think this was a brilliant idea? Donât Luke and Mom look happy?â Momâs face had lit up when Luke said that the last five years had been the happiest of his life, and their kiss at the end of his toast had looked pretty passionate from where I was standing.
âItâs great,â Jonathan said, and squeezed my shoulders.
âItâs really pretty here,â his fiancée added. Izzy had straight dark eyebrows and straight dark hair. She always seemed very serious and intense to me, but itâs possible I was reading too much into the eyebrows.
They moved on to talk to Lukeâs business manager. I helped myself to a glass of champagne and raised it to Luke, who had caught my eye from across the room. He blew me a kiss. I had definitely lucked out in thestepfather department. And not because Luke had become so rich and famous. Because he was Luke.
My grandmother beckoned to me. Sheâd had her hair blown out by a professional that morning, and it looked sleek and shiny, instead of frizzy and bumpy like it usually did. Between that and the neatly tailored blue silk dress Mom had bought for her, she looked great. âAre you sure you shouldââ she began, but then she saw something that distracted her. âIs that a piece of cheese? Why would she give that to him? He eats way too much dairy.â She ran toward Mom and Jacob.
George came up to me. âHey,â he