that birthday party.
Iâm almost there when âIâm a Hot Potatoâ ends and one of those slow Harry Hart songs starts. And I slow right down with the music. Now if I ask him to dance, itâll have to be to this .
I turn aroundâand the girls are right behind me.
âGo!â Becca says.
âDestiny!â Lauren adds.
Sadie just grins and points at Lance.
He does look kind of cute in his suit, with his short hair all spiked up. And I canât believe Iâm even noticing that, much less admitting it.
I can do this. Itâs just like asking if he wants to run soccer drills, or go surfing. Itâs no big deal, really.
I take one step forward, and Lance looks up and smiles at me.
Iâve totally got this.
And then a blur of white swoops in. Linney, all highlighted hair and enough meanness to scare off a pit bull, strolls right up to Lance, says something to him, and then pulls him toward the dance floor.
âMr. Cleanâs daughter can excuse us for a minute, right?â she says as she brushes past.
Lance tries to catch my eye, but I turn away. My heart is sinking, sinking, sinking into my shiny shoes. I canât believe heâd want to dance with Linney.
I canât believe I let myself like him.
Sadie
TODAYâS TO-DO LIST:
â Â return Alexandra Worthingtonâs call. Again.
â Â fold place cards
â Â practice calligraphy, especially J and S
Y ou smudged the W ,â Izzy announces.
Little sisters are such a pain. Even if sheâs right. I donât care that three of the last four presidents have been left-handed or that left-handed people are supposed to be more creative because we think with our right brainsâsometimes itâs just plain annoying being a lefty. Especially when trying to master the fine art of calligraphy in order to write out 122 place cards for the Wedding of the Century (so termed by Alexandra Worthington at our last meeting).
âIt would help if you werenât hovering behind me and breathing in my ear!â I snap at Izzy, and then immediately feel bad. I turn sideways in my chair and manage a small smile of apology. She flounces into a seat across from me at the big wooden table in our kitchen/living room. And doesnât smile back.
Sigh.
Iâve been trying to be better ever since Izzy told me how much she hated that RSVP was getting in the way of my big-sistering. Even if Mom did happen to pick us up after school a record four times last week, which basically hasnât happened in years, sheâs usually too busy to do stuff with us. Meaning we have to stick together, right? Except thatâs easier said than done with little sisters who donât even realize theyâre being bratty half the time.
Gah. Everyoneâs annoying me lately. Wedding planning is hard . This must be why Mom is stressed out all the time. Either that or itâs my guilt eating away at me from the inside because I still havenât spilled the beans to her about stealing her client. Every time Alexandra Worthington calls to give me some new instruction (which is pretty much all the time lately) I have to hide my caller ID and run for another room.
Sheâs totally suspicious, too. At Founderâs Day, I overheard her asking Beccaâs mom if Becca had mentioned me talking about a boy. If only she knew!
My phone pings. âOh for the love of peccadilloes! If this isââ
I snap my mouth shut before the words âAlexandra Worthingtonâ can escape my lips. If I let things slip to Izzy, I might as well tape a flyer to Momâs forehead spewing every detail. Same difference.
âWho?â asks Izzy. She slides forward in her chair and props her elbows on the table as I glance at the screen on my phone.
âNo one,â I say, sweetly this time. âItâs actually Vi.â
And it is. Her text reads: rehash dance 1 more X w/me? Lo says she canât till 5:15, when