A Land More Kind Than Home by Wiley Cash Read Free Book Online

music. Some of them swayed back and forth and sang with their eyes closed. That air conditioner rattled and rumbled right up against my head so loud that I couldn’t hardly hear nothing else for it, and that hot air poured onto my face and blew into my hair, and it seemed like I could feel that hot air getting pumped out of the church and right onto me and Joe Bill.
    It didn’t take long for my shoulders and my elbows to get good and sore from holding up my weight, and I dropped down to the ground to give them a rest. I ran my fingertips over my elbows and used my fingernails to pick off the flecks of dried paint and pieces of old wood that had gotten stuck on my skin. Joe Bill ducked under the air conditioner and came over to my side.
    â€œThis is boring,” he whispered. “All they’re doing is singing. I think we should leave.”
    â€œThen go on back to the river,” I said, but I hoped he wouldn’t because I didn’t want him leaving me up there all alone. He watched me pick at the dried paint on my elbows, and then he looked back across the field toward the trees.
    â€œI just think we should get going,” he said. “They’ll be letting out here soon.”
    â€œBut I haven’t even seen Stump yet,” I told him. “That’s the whole reason we came up here.”
    â€œI’m just thinking that we shouldn’t be doing this,” he said.
    â€œNow who’s acting like a chicken?” I asked. Joe Bill stood there for a second, and then he ducked under to the other side of the air conditioner. I turned back to the window and got up on my tiptoes again and raised myself up with my elbows and cupped my hands around my eyes to peer in through that crack.
    Not a single one of the people inside had sat down yet, and somebody was still banging away on that piano even though it looked like they’d all stopped singing. Just about every one of them had their eyes closed, and some of them had their hands up over their heads like they were waving big at somebody who might be too far away to see them.
    All of a sudden, Pastor Chambliss flew right past my eyes and then disappeared, and the way he was moving looked like he might’ve been dancing or skipping or hopping down in front of the church. A second later he flew by again, and then he came back and stood right in front of me. I could see him good. He stayed there with his back to me and Joe Bill, and he just stared at all those people where they swayed back and forth with their eyes closed and their hands waving way up over their heads, their fists opening and closing like they were trying to reach up and grab something out of the sky.
    Pastor Chambliss had his hair buzzed so short that you couldn’t hardly notice the little bald spot right there in the back, and I probably wouldn’t have noticed it myself if he hadn’t been sweating and the light hadn’t caught it. He looked like somebody who’d been in the army to me, even though he was probably too old to be a soldier now. The back of his blue dress shirt was dark with sweat, and the shirtsleeve on his left arm was rolled up past his elbow, but he had that right one buttoned tight at his wrist, and I knew why—his right hand was scary to look at: bright pink and wrinkled up. He kept that right sleeve rolled down tight, but he couldn’t keep his hand hidden; everybody in the church had seen it, and most of them had probably got so used to it that they never even thought about it anymore. But I’d thought about that hand all weekend long because I’d seen it out in the bright sunlight two days before, and I saw the whole arm it was attached to too, and I’d seen where that pink skin ran up to his shoulder and covered his chest like chewing gum does when you blow a bubble and it pops and spreads itself out across your cheeks.
    O N THE F RIDAY BEFORE, AFTER THE SCHOOL BUS HAD DROPPED ME off at the top of the