vanilla-fudge I will come.â She winked at me. âTold you there might be ice cream. Come again if you can. I like having company.â
Behind her back, the nurse whispered to me, âItâs good for her. She hasnât been at all well.â
Later that night, there was a phone call. A frail, sad voice with no name. She said, âI was just a little girl. What did I know about his life outside the house? Maybe I turned him into a hero myself.â
Chapter Six
Two days later, there was still no additional news about Savanna. I was sure about that, because I was listening to the radio or TV all the time. I wanted to know those nasty young men were locked up, to hear that young Savanna was on the mend, to see her mother at another news conference talking about how relieved she was. None of that happened.
I already knew I would have to go back to Brownsville. My photos were only barely acceptable so I had borrowed a good camera. My ladies at the nursing home had given me some more locations I wanted to see and perhaps photograph. They were many years younger than Maurice Cohen and their hangouts were different. He wrote about meeting girls in the park in the thirties. They told me where they were when the war ended.
I had organized my cameras, notebooks, keys. I did not expect my dad to show up at my door.
Dad and I have a difficult relationship. Itâs getting better, partly due to Chrisâ desire to have him in our lives, but itâs still touchy. I donât know what irritates me most, his desire to protect me and take care of me, long after I needed anything like that, or my lingering distrust, stemming from the woman who took over his life after Mom died. She dragged him off to Arizona when I really did need him, and then dumped him.
I didnât talk to him for a time, but Chris did. And then he came back home, to the little house in East Flatbush where I grew up. And then he tried to work his way back into my life. Sometimes I even let him.
There he was, ringing my doorbell.
âDad? Whatâs up? I was just on my way out.â
âOff to school?â
âAh, no. Um, off to another part of Brooklyn. Itâs, um, job research.â
âHowâd you like a driver? Iâve got no special chores today. Come on, Iâll take you out to breakfast. Which way are you heading? I know how to find pancakes in any neighborhood.â
He did, too. Heâd worked as a cab driver until his retirement. He knew how to find anything, anywhere in the city. Sometimes it was eerie. And that healthy yogurt Iâd eaten at seven a.m. seemed very long ago.
âOkay. But thereâs a deal.â
âOh?â
âIf I tell you where I am going, no comments. None. Promise?â
âWhat exactly are you up to?â
I shook my head. âPromise.â
âDeal. Iâll drive. Just point me in the right direction.â
âOut Eastern Parkway.â
âWhere are we going?â
When I told him, his expression changed.
âYou promised, Dad. Not one word.â
âWhat? What did I say? Nothing. But weâll stop for breakfast before we get there.â
And so we did, at a diner he knew about. He always knows about a diner.
Over bacon and eggs I told him about my project, the chapter on crime for my dissertation, the photos, my visit to the nursing home. I left out my scary encounter. Not by accident either.
When he started to ask me why I had not asked him to go with me, I gave him a look, the one Chris gives me. âBecause I am a grown woman? I donât need my dad to hold my hand?â
He didnât seem convinced, but he was smart enough not to say so. In the car, fully caffeinated and fed and then some, I gave him some specific locations courtesy of Ruby and Lillian. âThis is how weâll do it. You stop and Iâll hop out, take a few photos, and jump back in. Got it?â
He nodded without a word. After a few blocks