on almost deserted streets, he stopped suddenly.
âI know this street.â
I was flipping through my notebook, checking addresses, not listening. âSure you do. You know every street, everywhere in Brooklyn.â
âNo, I mean I really know this street. I remember it.â
The change in his voice finally caught my attention.
âDad? Why are we stopping here? This is not one of my addresses.â
âOne of mine, I guess.â He pointed. âLook over there.â
âWhere? What am I looking at?â
âMy grandparents lived there, upstairs, above the store. It was a coffee shop then. Theirs, I think.â
That was all news to me.
âYeah, I just barely remember but my folks, your grandparents, had a photo that was taken outside. And you could see that building over there.â He pointed to a large sign painted on the side of the building. Bricks showed through the ghostly, faded paint. âAbrams. Finest wedding clothes for rent. Brides and grooms.â A second of surprise flitted across my brain and made a note. I didnât know you could rent bridal gowns.
He looked around. âEverything else is different. Or who knows? Iâm not remembering it all anyways.â
âDad. How come you didnât say anything about this before? Iâm working on this chapter and you never told me we had a family connection?â
âTo tell the truth, I forgot. We moved away when I was real little. My grandpa died and grandma moved to Aunt Sallyâs building in Rockaway. I donât think Iâve been on this street even once since then.â
âYou know, youâre useless when it comes to family history. Didnât your parents ever talk about it? Growing up here?â
âNot really. Not really at all. They were not at all interested in reminiscing about those so-called good old days. They werenât as good as the ones we were in then, I guess.â
I knew it was true. Being very poor was being very poor, even in good times. I had Maurice Cohen to say it for me in print. And their early times were not good times for anyone. But the 1950s, that silent decade I had studied in a class? In the conforming suburbs of identical homes? Heck. For them, after the war, a brand new house of their very own, with a bit of lawn, was more than they had ever dreamed of. It was paradise. Not my idea of paradise, which is why I live in Park Slope, but then, I didnât grow up in Brownsville. Hmmm. Was this something I should write about? Or maybe a museum exhibit?
Not for the first time, I wished I had asked them more while I had the chance.
âIs it weird to think that your childhood is now part of history? Like, studied in class? Did your parents ever think about all the events they had lived through?â
âNaah, not really. It was just regular everyday life to us at the time. You know? Especially when I was a kid. I thought about stuff like, when would we get a TV? And how could the Dodgers leave Brooklyn?â
âFunny thing isâ¦â Dad said as he started the car, interrupting my free-associating. âWait. Where to next?â
I told him. âAnd you were saying funny thing isâ¦.â
âFunny thing about my grandmother and their past. I always had a feeling there was more to it. It wasnât just that she had no interest to talking about those days, she refused. Like, quick, change the subject and mutter a prayer. Or maybe it was a curse. Then she would bring out cake and that was that.â
âYour grandmother? Not mine?â
âYes. Ya know, later, I knew a few guys who lived in this end of Brooklyn, and Grandma did not like that at all either.â
âDad. What is this, dadâs time machine day? You never told me any of this!â
He shrugged. âNever any reason to. Iâm telling you now.â
âNo, youâre not. Youâre just throwing me crumbs. Who did you know from around