it, and she immediately texted back asking for the hotel room. And said she was on her way over. I thought she just wanted to hear all about it, but when she got here, she was in a terrible mood.
She kept saying it was supposed to be just a date, a regular, normal date. She told him no sex, which I thought was really confusing. I mean, how is it her job to decide if I have sex or not? I thought only my mom was that controlling. Then she asked me if I was a virgin. I mean, if I had been. I was like, well, obviously. At that she groaned and put her head in her hands.
âI am so fucked,â she said. I had no idea what she was talking about. âI told him you were probably a virgin and he was not to have sex with you,â she went on. âIâm such an idiot. I should never have told him that. Itâs like telling a kid that thereâs candy hidden in the closet that heâs not allowed to eat. God, that bastard. Heâs going to get me into so much trouble.â
âWhat are you talking about?â I said, still totally clueless. âWhat trouble?â
âDamon knows better than to scam a freebie off Irmaâs girls,â she went on, but she didnât seem to be talking to me. âAnd now Irma is going to think I made off with the cash.â
âCash?â I said. âWhat cash?â
âThatâs just it. There wasnât any! It was supposed to be a favor. I asked if heâd take a friend on a date, show her a nice time. As a friend.â
Suddenly some things clicked into place.
âWait. You mean Damon only took me out because you made him? He didnât even want to?â My chest felt hollow, but Ada just laughed.
âBelieve me,â she said. âHe got what he wanted. It wasnât just a favor to me. It was . . . mutual. Damon likes girls the wrong side of legal, but he doesnât like to feel like a sleaze. His thing is to be Prince Charming, do a whole fancy date. And his fantasy is to deflower a virgin. So I told him I had a virgin for him, just like he wantedâfor free. The only catch was, he couldnât sleep with you. No money changing handsâjust a fun evening for everyone involved. All I wanted was to give your self-confidence a little boost, show you that you can do better than assholes like Tyler Adams.â
I was trying to follow her explanation, but one detail kept tripping me up.
âWhy do you keep talking about money?â I asked. âAnd who is Irma?â
Ada looked up at me with a guilty expression. âIrma is my boss.â She took a deep breath and seemed to brace herself. âI turn tricks for a living,â she said. âDamon is one of my old clients.â
For a long time, I couldnât speak.
âTurn tricks,â I said at last. âYou mean youâre a . . . a prostitute?â
I had to sit down on the bed. On the one hand, I felt like Iâd never been so shocked in my life. But on the other, I felt like an idiot that I hadnât figured it out earlier. So many things about Ada suddenly made sense now. How she always seemed to have so much money even though her family didnât. Why she was on her phone constantly, even though she didnât have any friends. Why she looked so sophisticated and adult even though she was still in high school. Why she left school so often during the day. And why she knew guys like Damon she could fix me up on dates with.
Damon! I had a sudden fear that last night meant something very different from what I had thought.
âDid I just have sex with Damon for money?â
âNo,â said Ada. âThatâs what Iâve been trying to explain. Iâve known Damon for a long time now. Iâd even call him a friend. I just wanted him to make you feel better about yourself, and I canât believe he dicked me over like this.â
âOh,â I said, and suddenly felt washed in a wave of guilt.