about what he was going through or what had initially compelled her to come to the funeral home, looking for him.
Given what sheâd heard him say when he thought no one was listening, she knew better than most what he was going through.
Kenzie approached the subject slowly. âI had an argument with my father.â
Keithâs scowl deepened. âIâm not your priest, either, which means I donât do confessions.â And then his curiosity about what she was thinking got the better of him. âWhat does your argument with your father have to do with me?â he demanded.
Kenzie pretended that he hadnât asked any impatient questions. Instead, she went on as if the man she addressed was quietly waiting to be enlightened.
âMy father definitely had opinions about my lifestyle, my choice of friends. You know, all the usual reasons fathers and daughters butt heads. I put up with it for a while, then decided that if that was how he felt, it was his loss, not mine, and I stopped talking to him. I refused to return his calls and, to make a long story shortââ
âToo late,â Keith informed her tersely.
He was making it difficult for her to get her point across, but she pushed on. âI smugly put him in his placeâor so I thought.â Her voice became more serious as she continued. âI also thought there was all the time in the world to resolve these differences between us when I was good and ready to.â
Kenzie took a breath. She and her father had had more than their share of differences, but sheâd loved him, and it still hurt to think about him no longer being part of her life.
âMy father died before that happened. To this day, I really regret not mending those fences. And I regret not getting off my high horse and just declaring those differences we had to be meaningless water under the bridge.â She looked up into Keithâs eyes. âSo I know firsthand what itâs like to have someone die on you before you have a chance to make up.â
âI had no intentions of making up,â he informed Kenzie.
Kenzie shook her head. âYou say that now, but you donât really mean it.â
âLookââ
Kenzie wasnât about to back down from her position. She was certain that she was right and he was in a state of stubborn denial.
âNo one but the Tasmanian Devil wants to live in a state of perpetual warfare.â She looked past Keithâs shoulder toward the casket. âIâd like to pay my last respects to your mother.â
That
really
didnât make any sense to him. âWhy would you possibly want to look at the earthly remains of Dorothy OâConnell?â
Moving into the room, Kenzie gazed down at the woman and then at Keith before turning back to the deceased again. âIâm looking at more than that.â
âAn estate sale with a side order of philosophy,â Keith said sarcastically. âDoes that come as a package deal, or am I required to pay extra for it?â
âYou know,â she said in a tone that was devoid of judgment and composed solely of concern, âyou might do a lot better getting along with yourself if you just dropped the attitudeâand the âphilosophy,â as you call it, is free. As for our business arrangement, I only get a percentage of the total sales once theyâre final,â she pointed out. âThatâs written in the contract I brought with me,â she told him before he had a chance to ask about it.
Circumventing him, Kenzie went straight to the casket for a closer look at his mother. âShe was always a pretty lady,â she observed softly. Her mouth curved a little as she added, âShe looks so young.â
He shrugged, telling himself he didnât care about his mother, about any of it. âThat was her goal.â
His retort was cynical. Kenzie raised her eyes to his. When had his soul become so
Dorothy Calimeris, Sondi Bruner