darkness that enveloped her she
was aware of his hands sliding under her hips, lifting her to the first
unequivocal thrust of his manhood.
There was a pain so sharp that the darkness was rent with jagged
lights, and she had to fight to subdue a small moan. One side of her
mind wanted to beg him to stop. But as she lay beneath him, numb
and speechless, she felt her body gradually coming to terms with
this new and shattering sensation.
If there had been any justice the pain should have killed the need
and brought her, with shame, back to her senses, but, as it receded,
Charlie found other, even stronger feelings taking its place. As he
began to move again imperatively, intensifying his first possession
of her, she arched to meet him, bringing a groan of satisfaction from
his throat.
Riago kissed her again, hungrily, the slide of his tongue against hers
mirroring the movement of his loins, slow now, and deep, and
infinitely controlled.
Too controlled, she thought, her body twisting, obeying an instinct
she hadn't known she possessed as her hands tightened on his
shoulders, absorbing the play of muscle beneath his sweat-
dampened skin. How could he be so patient... ?
Even as the question formed in her mind, the rhythm of his
possession changed suddenly— sharpened, quickened, as if he was
trying to reach some hidden core in her, some undiscovered
wellspring of feeling. The savage urgency of it caught her up, and
carried her down into some deep, dark chasm of the spirit where all
coherent thought spun away, and only sensation remained, a sweet
agony splintering her—tearing her apart.
She heard him groan huskily in turn, his body convulsing in spasm
after ecstatic spasm, then he slumped beside her, burying his face in
the pillow.
his arm thrown across her, keeping her pinned beside him.
For a while she remained still as her mind tried dazedly to come to
terms with what had been happening. But, as sanity returned, it
brought shame in its wake, and a frantic, horrified disbelief.
Oh, God, what had she done? she wailed silently. What had she
allowed him to do?
She tried to edge away from him, but the imprisoning arm tightened,
pulling her against him. He muttered something slurred and husky in
his own language, and a few minutes later his even breathing told
her that he was asleep.
She lay rigidly, hating his total relaxation ... the way his warm
breath fanned her shoulder. They could have been sleeping together
all their lives, she thought resentfully. The least he could have done
was allow her to crawl away somewhere—heal her aching body in
solitude.
But the pain he'd inflicted, though real, was the least of her worries.
Infinitely more disturbing was the reality of her own capitulation.
Why couldn't she have retreated from him—remained immune
throughout it all, as she'd intended?
She could never forgive herself for that—and yet she had to. It had
happened, but now it was over. What she had to do was carry on
with her real life, as if this had just been some nightmare, terrifying
at the time, but forgettable, she told herself, biting her lip.
Slowly and carefully she turned her head and stared at him—this
total stranger who had just known her more intimately than any
other human being. Who'd made her experience feelings and
emotions she'd never dreamed existed.
He was... attractive, she acknowledged with deep reluctance,
although that didn't excuse anything.
In fact, he was handsome with a strong, almost classic bone-
structure.
His hair was thick, and as dark and glossy as a raven's wing,
although it needed cutting, and his lashes were almost indecently
long. As he slept his mouth curved slightly, as if some dream or
recollection was making him smile.
Charlie shivered, then reached out a cautious hand and turned down
the lamp. She had seen, she told herself, more than enough. The last
thing she wanted was his image imprinted on some memory bank in
her