forepaw. And she touched Pamâs hand with all claws sheathed, with infinite lightness. Landing, she continued. She continued at a lope, rocking like a hobbyhorse. She reached the partly open door, made a sharp right turn, and went through the aperture. Pam moved, with only human celerity and grace, after her. Martini was sitting inside the door. She was washing her back. She paid no attention whatever to Pamela North, so Pamela North closed the door gentlyâso as not to pinch Martini if she changed her mindâand went on about her business.
Cats, Pam thought to herself, are certainly something. It must be very funny to be a cat, she told herself, as she waited for the elevator. Because you donât know what youâre going to do next and I donât think you recognize your hind feet when you see them. The elevator stopped and Pam got in. âAnd certainly not your tail,â Pam continued. It was only when the elevator man turned and looked at her that Pam realized she had, as she unpredictably did, spoken aloud. He was an elevator man she knew quite well. Still.
âI said, have you seen the mail?â Pam told him.
âOh,â the elevator man said, and looked relieved. âIt doesnât come until about one thirty usually, Mrs. North. The second delivery, that is.â
Pam looked at her watch. It was one fifteen. It is always later than you think, Pam thought. She reflected. And hungrier, usually, she added. If she walked briskly, she could get to Charles, which was only around the corner, in two or three minutes. The trouble with not having anybody to lunch with was that you forgot to go when you planned to, and then you got hungrier and ate more and if you werenât careful you spoiled your dinner. Things would be simplified if Jerry didnât have to go to his office or, since he obviously did, if he didnât have to have so many lunches with agents and people.
She walked across the lobby and through the door. And she was confronted by a miracle. In front of the doorânot across the street or down at the end of the block, although either would have been itself miraculous, but actually in front of the doorâthere was a taxicab with its flag up! It was almost impossible to believe. Even asâwith that wild surge of exultation which, that spring, so few New Yorkers ever had the opportunity to enjoyâPam North leaped across the sidewalk, skepticism fought for the upper hand.
It would be waiting for someone. It would be a taxicab which would go only in one direction, and would shake its head glumlyâlong-sufferinglyâif urged to go in another. It would be time for it to go over to the upper West Side, where all taxicabs seemed to live, and pull in. It would have a broken clutch. It would be out of gas. Or it would be merely whimsical.
As she leaped, Pamâs face took on that look of entreaty which, that spring, was the fixed expression of all New Yorkers who sought to become passengers in taxicabs. She looked anxiously at the driver, who regarded her with detached speculation. He was middle aged and jaundiced. He knew his power. Above good and evil, aboveâoh, infinitely aboveâthe tiny needs of small scurrying folk, he waited her coming. It was not for him, deus ex machina âand what a machina, to be sure!âto indicate in advance his final, august decision. He pretended he did not know what Pam North was about. Not until she was opening the door, perhaps not until she was in and seated, would he look at her with slow surpriseâsurprise and effronteryâand say, âNo, lady,â and give whatever whimsical reason he used between one fifteen and one twenty on Mondays.
There were several ways of meeting this, if you were unwillingly a pedestrian that spring and sought to improve your lot. The simplest was the take-it-for-granted technic. Utilizing that, you merely assumed taxicabs were what they had once been, available, and
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