You can let this show thing go. Get on with your life. What do you want to do?â
âI donât know.â Joy exhaled, reaching up, trailing her finger behind the spider. âThereâs this verse in my truck. Jesus says something about âMy food is to do the will of Him who sent Me.â Thatâs what I want, Mama. To figure out Godâs will. And all I know right now is to do this show because Daddy and Duncan, and now Allison, are asking.â Joy faced Mama. âReally, the show isnât Daddyâs anymore. More and more of it revolves around my personality. Shoot, in two years we may not even have cooking segments. Mama, Allison sold the show to TruReality. I am the face of their Thursday night lineup. They want me to become a household name.â
âWell, thatâs something, isnât it?â
âI canât tell what youâre thinking with a comment like that.â
âI mean itâs something. Household name. Not many can lay claim to such a tall title.â
âThe money will triple by this time next year. And thatâs just the start. Allison has more ideas than Carter has pills, Mama. Weâre going to revolutionize the way people think about cooking shows.â
âRevolutionize cooking by a woman who cannot cook. Not even a little bit.â Mama gripped Joyâs arms. âMake sure you know what youâre getting into, and Iâll support you. But you think about this.â
âIâve thought about it all afternoon. Sharon will still develop the recipes. Iâll present them. In that sense, I am being honest. Besides, every cook, chef, foodie has recipe developers and food preps.â
âYes, but at the end of the day, when all the lights are out and the cameras are dark, they can actually make what they sell. You burn popcorn.â Mama reached for the last Orangina.
âIf I quit, everyone loses their jobs. Allison loses her entire investment. If I stay, nothing changes. It makes sense to me.â Joy nodded, more to herself than Mama. It did make sense to her. It did. âThis feels right.â
âI canât deny, the oddest doors seem to open to you.â
âThen maybe thatâs Godâs way of leading me, Mama. Some people hack out their destiny through hard work. Maybe my destinyâs in embracing the opportunities before me. I certainly wasnât aiming for a Thursday night slot on TruReality.â
âNo, you werenât.â
âArenât you a little bit suspicious that Heâs the one holding open all the doors?â
âRosie, Rosie, quite contrary.â Miss Jeanneâs cherub face peeked through the screen door. âHow does your garden grow?â
âVery well, thank you.â Mama eased open the door, extending her hand to Miss Jeanne, a Beaufort matriarch and old friend of Grandmamma Ballardâs, as she maneuvered up the steps.
âShew.â She collapsed in Mamaâs chair, fanning her face with her hand, her blue eyes lively. The sleeves of her dress arched above her thin shoulders, exposing white layers of undergarments. âItâs a warm one today. Any more Oranginas, Joy?â
âTheyâre all gone, but weâve got iced tea in the fridge.â
âDonât go to any bother. I just came by to see the sketches Rosieâs dreaming up for my carâs paint job.â
Mama popped her hands together. âIâve been waiting for you to come around. The sketches are upstairs.â Mama darted inside like she might be afraid Miss Jeanne would change her mind.
âJoy, darling, what on Godâs green earth is going on with you?â Miss Jeanne tugged the hem of her dress down over her fleshy, white knees.
âJust life. Youâre letting Mama paint your car?â Joy angled sideways in her chair, drew up her knees, and hooked her heels over the edge of the seat. She loved Miss Jeanne. When she was