She must never be alone.â
Still Penfold could not see it.
âThat means two nurses. Pretty hefty expenseââ
âThere wonât be two nurses. There wonât be one. She canât get on with nurses. That nice Nurse Hart has gone, and Aunt Agnes says she wonât have another. I must go to her, Arthur. Thatâs what Iâm trying to tell you.â
There came a moment of stark panicâa long moment in which he again ran the gauntlet of smiles that masked the universal sneer at the man who cannot hold his woman.
âShe may live for twenty years or more. Do you want to end our marriage, Madge?â
âIt isnât a matter of what I want,â she evaded. âRemember, she isnât my aunt, really. She didnât even like me, to start withâI was the horrid child of a young couple she had met on a pleasure cruise. Iâve never forgotten. All my life Iâve wondered what I could do in return.â
âIâm not belittling her. But what about me? What have I done that I should lose my wife?â
âNothing. You speak as if I were complaining of youâIâm notâit wouldnât be fair.â The unconscious echo of Julieâs words made him feel faint. âBut you donât need me, Arthurâme in particular, I mean.â
âOf course I need you! To come home in the evening, with no wife to welcome meââ
âYouâll soon find a quiet girl, whose looks appeal to youâyou ask so little, Arthur. Then, everything will be the same for you.â She spoke without a trace of bitterness. âBut Aunt Agnes needs me as me! â
He did not understand and would not try. The sense of defeat was numbing him. He went into the dining-room and took a stiff whisky. He would put his case firmly but fairly to Aunt Agnes, with every consideration for her feelings. Velvet glove, in fact. Now he came to think of it, her birthday fell on the day after tomorrow. That could be used to help his opening.
The next day was damp and foggy, increasing his depression, so that he left the office earlier than usual, determined to see Mrs. Blagrove at once.
Now, by chanceâgood or ill according to oneâs point of viewâa popular publisher had decided to stage a come-back for the poetry of Ella Wheeler Wilcox and was flooding the bookstalls with an initial anthology: The Best of Wilcox . There was a double pyramid at one of the bookstalls at Waterloo station, which duly caught Penfoldâs eye.
The very thing! It would help him to open the interview on a friendly note.
He bought a copy, decided to retain the dust jacket, which carried a design of moonbeams and cupidsââthe old ladyâ reacted to that sort of thing when you steered her into the mood for it.
On arriving at Crosswater at five-three, he reflected that Madge would not be expecting him for another hourâshe had said that she would be helping at the vicarage that afternoon. So, instead of going home first, he trudged through the rain and fog to Dalehurst. Mrs. Blagrove was drawing the curtains when he appeared in the front garden. She beckoned and unlatched the french window.
âCome in this way, if you donât mind. Itâs Bessieâs afternoon for visiting her grandmother in hospital. Sheâs supposed to pay me back the time on. Saturday, but she always has some excuse. Youâre home early, arenât you?â
He agreed with enthusiasmâwent into the hall to deposit his coat and hat, and returned, flourishing The Best of Wilcox .
âThis is just outâan anthology. Thought you might like it. Sort of pre-birthday present.â
âHow thoughtful and kind of you, Arthur! What a perfectly lovely design! I expect I know all the selectionsâI hope I do!â She lowered herself to the chintz-covered settee and turned over the pages. When Penfold had finished settling himself in an armchair, Mrs. Blagrove was
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