Fighting Temptation (Men Of Honor) by K.C. LYNN Read Free Book Online Page B

later at the harbor. I almost forget to shut the car door in my haste. There’s a small crowd gathered on the dock waiting to board the ferry. I spot Jaxson right away and see he’s about to walk on. Shit! The dock is long and I’m quite a distance away.
    “JAXSON!” I scream his name and start running faster than I ever thought possible. He seems so far away and I’m crying so hard, praying he hears me. After the third time of screaming his name he finally hears me, he stops and turns around to see me charging at him. He looks stunned for a minute but then drops his bag and starts striding towards me. When I reach him I jump and throw myself at him. My arms wrap around his neck and my legs around his waist.
    “I’m so sorry, please forgive me. I don’t care if you don’t love me back, I swear I don’t. I can’t lose you Jaxson, I need you in my life. Please don’t leave hating me.” I don’t know how I manage to get all those words out through my broken sobs but I do.
    Jaxson puts me down and cradles my face in his hands. When I look up I see his eyes are brimmed red with unshed tears. He rests his forehead on mine, “I could never hate you Jules. You mean more to me than anyone else in my life. If I had it in me to love someone, it would be you,” his voice cracks and I grab him, sobbing hysterically in his chest.
    “I love you Jaxson, you will always be my best friend. Promise me you’re not going to leave forever, please!”
    “I promise Jules.”
    We stand there holding each other when a loud siren goes off and the final boarding call is made.
    “I better get moving,” he whispers against my hair.
    “Ok,” I hug him tighter.
    He chuckles, “Julia, you have to let go of me.”
    I inhale a deep breath, breathing him in one more time before I step back. Looking up at him I frame his handsome face with my hands and say one more thing before he can leave, “I’m going to miss you. I want you to remember Jaxson, that this is your home and when you decide to come back know that you will always have someone here waiting for you…”
    He clenches his jaw, reining in the emotions that etch deep in his expression. He leans his forehead against mine. “I’ll miss you too Jules, I’ll text you when I get in, alright?”
    I only nod since my throat is too tight to speak anymore. He presses a hard kiss to my forehead then picks up his bag, slinging it over his shoulder, and boards the ferry. I stay where I am, watching it start its journey. Jaxson turns around and waves one last time then he walks inside where I can no longer see him.
    Feeling lost and alone I turn to walk back to my car and I’m shocked when I see Kayla and Cooper waiting for me at the end of the dock.
    Kayla and I start towards each other; I see she’s crying and know it’s for me. When we reach each other we wrap our arms around one another and both cry our hearts out. After our cry-fest I step back, “How did you know I was here?”
    “I tried calling you this morning because when Coop got home there was a hole in the wall. I figured things didn’t go well with Jaxson. When you didn’t answer your cell I called the house and Grams told me. I’m so sorry Julia, I shouldn’t have pushed you into telling him.”
    I shake my head, “It isn’t your fault. It was my decision and I don’t regret it; I’m glad he knows.” I look at the ferry then back at her, “I miss him so much already.”
    We’re hugging and crying again when Cooper comes and wraps his arms around both of us. I’m so thankful they’re here and I’m not alone.
    We stand there for few minutes, wrapped in Coop’s arms before he says, “Come on, I’ll take you girls out for breakfast.”
    I turn back to the ferry one last time and see it far off in the distance.
    “He’ll come back Julia. Trust me,” Coop says as he walks between Kayla and I, wrapping an arm around each of us.
    I nod and start walking to what feels like a new life for me, one that