canât get away?
I put on my nightgown and come out to the living room. By this point, Raheem is wearing his shorts andundershirt. Heâs at the window again, looking out. Raheem opens his mouth to say something, but then thereâs a knock at the door.
âWho is it?â He heads over there.
âLucille Junkitt.â Our neighbor down the hall.
Raheem opens the door. âHi, Mrs. Junkitt.â
Sheâs in her slippers, hair in rollers under a shower cap. âYour mama called. I told her itâs not safe trying to get home, so sheâs staying with someone from her job tonight. Everything okay here?â She pokes her head in to get a look at me. âMaxie?â
âWeâre fine, Mrs. Junkitt.â
She nods. âYâall let me know if you need anything, you hear?â
We promise to do so, then Raheem locks and bolts the door behind her. He starts back to the window.
I step into his path. âDonât watch. We shouldnât watch anymore.â
âYouâre right,â he says, hands on my shoulders. âItâs late. Letâs just go to sleep.â
We go to the room we share. Our beds are parallel, pushed to opposite walls of the room. I slide under my single top sheet. Even though itâs warm, I canât fall asleep if Iâm exposed.
I reach for my bottom dresser drawer and pull outLittle Ralphie, my stuffed brown dog. Heâs gotten kind of ratty, and he lives in the drawer most nights, but I still love him. When I get him out, Raheem usually teases me about being too old for toys, but tonight he doesnât comment. He picks up some laundry weâve got strewn about the room and tosses it toward the closet.
We put up a curtain some while ago. My half. His half. Itâs not an even split; I have no window. No privacy either: He comes through my space because I have the door. I can always hear him breathing in his sleep; Iâm grateful he doesnât snore.
Tonight Raheem lies straight on top of his covers. He folds his hands beneath his head and stares at the ceiling.
I roll onto my side, facing Raheem, and hug Little Ralphie. Plenty goes without saying around here, and itâs nice when we end up on the same page. Like the way he knows tonight is not a night to draw the curtain.
CHAPTER 11
W HEN I WAKE UP, MAMAâS SITTING on the edge of my bed, stroking my hair.
âI didnât mean to wake you.â
âThen why are you poking me in the head?â I mumble.
Mama kisses my face. âWhy do you insist on following in your brotherâs footsteps? I donât like you going to all these protests. What are they having you do there?â
A little flurry of panic in my belly. âItâs mostly holding signs and stuff. Iâm fine, Mama.â
Her fingers frame my face. âI didnât say I was going to stop you. I know itâs important. I just worry about you.â
âOh.â
She sighs. âWe have eggs. Do you want me to make you some?â
I sit up. âNo, Iâm going down to The Breakfast, like I always do.â
Mama frowns. âWhatâs this breakfast youâre always going to?â
âMama, I told you. Itâs the Panthersâ Free Breakfast. They do it for all the schools in the neighborhood.â
âYou got another week of summer. Why are you trying to go down to school early?â
I groan. â Mama. Itâs breakfast and itâs free.â
She shakes her head. âFree foodâs never really free.â
âThis one is.â I swing my legs out of bed and stand up. âCapital F-R-E-E. Free.â This is a word I know exactly how to spell.
âI didnât raise no charity case,â Mama says. âYou donât gotta give them nothing in exchange for all that food?â
âWell, I volunteer at the office,â I say. âThatâs something.â
âHmm. I still donât like it.â Mama gets
Steve Miller, Sharon Lee and Steve Miller
Robert Jordan, Brandon Sanderson