figured itâd give Eleanor a jolt . . . make her realize sheâs still part of this colony.â
He didnât need to tell me that it hadnât worked. It was obvious from the way his shoulders slumped, eyes half-open as he stared through the porthole. It wasnât hard to imagine that he was picturing Hatteras Island, two daysâ sail away but still so fresh in his mind.
âWhat did they do to her, Ananias?â
He tugged at the neckline of his tunic. It was clean, but damp from sweat. I was sure he hadnât slept well.
âThe second day, before the pirates threw us in the hold, Dare took her away from me. When she came back, sheâd changed.â
âHe hurt herââ
âNo. The pirates did that to her when Dare wasnât around. He was furious about it, but . . .â He shook his head and turned away from the porthole. âI should check on Alice.â
By the time he reached the door, I was standing too. I pressed my foot against the door, keeping it closed. âBut
what
?â
Ananias didnât try to force the door open. âI donât think Dare laid a finger on her. She was gone such a short time. He even treated her cuts and wrapped a bandage around her arm. No, I think he
told
her something and it changed her world.â
âDare is our uncle, Ananias.â
He gave a wry smile. âYes. Alice told me that too.â
âDonât you see how that wouldâve changed things for Eleanor?â
âNo, I donât. I see why it wouldâve changed how she felt about
me
. But what about everyone else? Eleanor hasnât spoken to anyone in days.â
âMaybe she doesnât know who to trust anymore.â
âNeither do I. But Iâm still eating. Still talking.â He stared at my foot until I eased it away from the door. âIt mustâve been something else, and I need to know what. Her father trails after her all day, but she wonât talk to him. He told me straight up to stay away from her, but I wonât. I canât.â
He left the cabin and I lumbered after him. After a full day on my back, every muscle was stiff. My head hurt too. All the same, it felt wonderful to emerge on deck. The wind was fresh. For a moment, I just stood there, drawing deep breaths, reminding myself that we were still alive.
While Ananias took over the wheel, Alice led me to the starboard rail. To the north, a long gray band ran along the horizon, hinting at land. Alice pointed toward it. âSee anything interesting?â she asked.
âLand. Also, your element is weakening. You wouldnât have needed to squint on Hatteras.â
She rolled her eyes. âEveryoneâs element is weakening, Thom. Are you having second thoughts about this voyage?â
âAre you?â
âNo.â She pulled a piece of paper from her pocket and unfolded it. It was the map from Dareâs cabin. âWeâre going to reach Sumter, and weâre going to make a better life there.â She lowered her voice. âAnd in the meantime, you and Rose can start exploring life without an echo.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
Alice raised an eyebrow. âCome on, Thom. Letâs not pretend. Back on Hatteras, I felt close to you. We needed each other. But things are going to be different from now on. Anyway, we both know how you feel about her.â
âA couple days ago I almost killed her, just by touching.â
âYes. And last night, you didnât hurt her at all when you touched. Or was there another reason she looked flushed when she left your cabin?â
I was too embarrassed to answer that.
âIâm just saying, our elements are weakening. You know as well as I do what that means for you both.â
I was still bright red, but Alice wasnât watching. She was poring over the map again. âThe sun is rising directly behind us, so that land is