âLord donât want me with no wildcat marks.â He was moving toward the cat hole. Across on the riverbank the Lord was waiting on him with a troupe of angels and golden vestments for him to put on and when he came, heâd put on the vestments and stand there with the Lord and the angels, judging life. Wonât no nigger for fifty miles fitter to judge than him. Pick. He stopped. He smelled it right outside, nosing the hole. He had to climb onto something! What he going toward it for? He had to get on something high! There was a shelf nailed over the chimney and he turned wildly and fell against a chair and shoved it up to the fireplace. He caught hold of the shelf and pulled himself onto the chair and sprang up and backwards and felt the narrow shelf board under him for an instant and then felt it sag and jerked his feet up and felt it crack somewhere from the wall. His stomach flew inside him and stopped hard and the shelf board fell across his feet and the rung of the chair hit against his head and then, after a second of stillness, he heard a low, gasping animal cry wail over two hills and fade past him; then snarls, tearing short, furious, through the pain wails. Gabriel sat stiff on the floor.
âCow,â he breathed finally. âCow.â
Gradually he felt his muscles loosen. It got to her befoâ him. It would go on off now, but it would be back tomorrer night. He rose shaking from the chair and stumbled to his bed. The cat had been a half mile away. He wonât sharp like he used to be. They shouldnât leave old people by theyselves. He done tole âem they wonât gonna ketch nothinâ off in no woods. Tomorrer night it would come back. Tomorrer night they would stay here anâ kill it. Now he want to sleep. He done tole âem they couldnât get no wildcat in no woods. He the one tole âem where it gonna be. Theyâd a listened to him, theyâd done had it by now. When he die he want to be sleepinâ in a bed; didnât want to be on no floor with a wildcat stuck in his face. Lord waitinâ.
When he woke up, the darkness was full of morning things. He heard Mose and Luke at the stove and smelled the side meat in the skillet. He reached for his snuff and filled his lip. âWhat yawl ketch?â he asked trenchantly.
âAinât caught nothinâ lasâ night.â Luke put the plate in his hands. âHere yoâ side meat. How you bust that shelf?â
âAinât busted no shelf,â old Gabriel muttered. âWind toâ it down and waked me up in the middle of the night. It been due to fall. You ainât never built nothinâ yet stayed together.â
âWe sot a trap,â Mose said. âWe git that cat tonight.â
âYawl sho will, boys,â Gabriel said. âItâll be right here tonight. Ainât it done kill a cow a half a mile from here lasâ night?â
âThat donât mean it cominâ this way,â Luke said.
âIt cominâ this way,â Gabriel said.
âHow many wildcats you killed, Granpaw?â
Gabriel stopped; the plate of side meat tremored in his hand. âI knows what I knows, boy.â
âWe git it soon. We sot a trap over in Fordâs Woods. It been around there. We goinâ up in a tree over the trap every night anâ wait âtil we gits it.â
Their forks were scraping back and forth over their tin plates like knife teeth against stone.
âYou wants sommoâ side meat, Granpaw?â
Gabriel put his fork down on the quilt. âNo, boy,â he said, âno moâ side meat.â The darkness was hollow around him and through its depth, animal cries wailed and mingled with the beats pounding in his throat.
The Crop
Miss Willerton always crumbed the table. It was her particular household accomplishment and she did it with great thoroughness. Lucia and Bertha did the dishes and Garner went into the
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