her attention back to Big Mama.
âWell, apparently your grandfather is the father of Rhondaâs kids,â Beverly said.
Leela heard what was said, but she needed the words not to be true. They didnât make sense.
âWhat?â
Leela looked back and forth between her mother and grandmother; confusion was all over her face. Suddenly, she regretted not getting that drink.
âRhonda? Howâ¦â Leelaâs voice trailed off. Suddenly, a thumping headache came out of nowhere. Leela felt lost.
âNow you know how I felt,â said Linda. âAll the times she and her illiterate, illegitimate kids came around like we were all just good neighbors and the trick was secretly screwing my daddy!â Linda smirked. âYou better than me, Big Mama, âcause I woulda cut âem all!â
âWait. When was all of this going on? Big Mama, didnât Rhondaused to bring her kids over to the house? You babysat them, and all along she knew your husband was their father?â Leela asked. Words scraped the back of Leelaâs throat as she struggled to grasp the situation. She swallowed back tears.
âHoney, thatâs what weâve discovered,â Beverly said.
Leela watched her grandmother closely. Her poise and elegant manner remained fully intact. When she told the story of the ultimate betrayal and heartbreak, she did so with a peaceful and relaxed tone. Sheâd always been the calm and laid-back type, but the story she told was enough to drive anyone over the edge. In that moment, Leela admired her grandmother even more.
âI wanted to whup that bitchâs ass!â Linda said. âThen her half-senile mama over there crying every day, asking how did she go wrong. Itâs like theyâre all crazy!â Linda chimed in between sips.
âWait. Rhonda had a drug problem. Why would he?â Leela asked. The question was rhetorical, and she barely realized she had verbalized it.
âYes. She did. She ran off for a few years, but that stuff really had a hold on her,â Beverly said. âI never wouldâve thought my husband was doing anything but helping over there. You know Sadie never married and she seemed okay about it. I didnât even mind your grandfather helping out. I figured that was doing the right thing. Everyone needs a man around the house.â
âBig Mama. Rhondaâs kids spent so much time with us!â Leela added. She was stunned. She couldnât make sense of it no matter how hard she tried.
âYeah. I remember that. I remember you and the church really banding around Miss Sadie,â said Linda.
âAfter fifty-two years of marriage,â Leela muttered. She shook her head slowly. âFor all thirty-four of my years, Iâve never known another marriage like yours.â
âItâs unbelievable to us all, Honey.â Beverly took Leelaâs hand.
But Linda remained defiant. âThat goes to show you,â Linda said. âWhen all is said and done, ainât none of âem loyal!â
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SNAP!
SNAP!
âWhat the hell, Leela?!â
Riley snapped his fingers as if to pull Leela back to the present.
âOh. Babe. Iâm sorry.â Leela shook her head.
âYou didnât hear me talking to you?â
âWhat did you say?â
Riley gave his wife a stern look.
âI know. The whole answer the question with a question thing,â Leela said.
âSo how long do I have to come in and find my wife staring off into space? You act like itâs the end of the world. I need you to get over it, dammit!â
Leela couldnât remember how long sheâd been zoned out. If she didnât dream about that lunch with Big Mama and Linda, she thought about the video of Bill and his mistress. She felt like her mind was slowly slipping away.
It didnât help that Samantha carried on as if nothing in her life had changed, but now
Stephanie Hoffman McManus