bed, his thoughts spinning. âI get confused. Sometimes I donât know what I want.â
âMaybeâ¦.â Sal shrugged. âThatâs because life isnât about what you
get,
itâs about what you
give.â
Carlos peered up, not exactly sure what Sal meant. After all, you didnât give laid, you get laid. And you
get
a girlfriend.
âLook,â Sal said softly, âyouâre not a loser. A slob maybe, but not a loser.â He cracked a smile. âIf you want a girlfriend, then I think you should have one. Just donât settle for less, okay?â
Nobody had ever talked to Carlos this way. He really didnât know what to make of Sal, but he suddenly liked him more than ever. âOkay.â
Sal glanced at his watch. âLetâs get to work.â
Carlos happily returned to the project at hand. He asked his ma for an old sheet to use as a drop cloth and the boys painted an âaccent wallâ surrounding the window.
When theyâd finished, Sal announced, âNext comes your faux headboard. âFauxâ means âfalse.â Letâs move your bed out.â
They painted an auburn rectangle onto the wall behind the bed. Carlos liked how the color matched the window wall. And it did look like a headboard, like heâd always wanted.
Next, Sal returned his attention to the bikinied babes. âCan we please take down those posters?â
Carlos blushed, but he didnât want to take down the girls. Theyâd become almost real, doing all sorts of cool stuff with him inside his brain.
âCome on,â Sal coaxed. âIâm sure youâve got plenty of other photos on your computer.â
Carlos turned even redder. Grudgingly, he pried out the pushpins and rolled up the babes, carefully storing them in his closet. Meanwhile, Sal delicately arranged Carlosâs praying mantis in the Plexiglas box-frame heâd brought. Then he centered a hook above the painted headboard and nailed it up.
Framed on the wall, the bright green insect no longer looked like some kidâs bug, but like a masterpiece of art. Next, Sal put the bamboo stalks in a metal can and stood them in the corner. The place truly looked like something the TV guys wouldâve done.
âHow did you learn to do all this stuff?â Carlos asked.
âI donât know â¦â Sal hesitated. âI guess maybe growing up gay you spend more time by yourself. Hardly anyone wants to be your friend. None of the guys will come near youâand you try to figure out why. So you notice thingsâhow people dress, wear their hair, decorate their room â¦â Sal shrugged. âMaybe thatâs how I learned it.â
Carlos tried to imagine what it wouldâve been like to grow up without his buds. He felt kind of sorry for Sal.
âHere are the receipts for the paint and display box,â Sal said as the boys cleaned up the paint stuff. âI already had the roller and pan, so no charge for those. I cut the bamboo from my yard.â
Carlos stared at the receipts, totaling more than eighteen dollars. How did Sal expect him to keep getting so much money? âIâll have to give you the money next time. Do you think weâll finish by then?â
âI doubt it. Next weâve got to tackle your clothes. Youâll need to get some more money.â
Oh, great,
Carlos thought.
Money from where?
As they crossed the living room, Sal waved. âGood-bye, Mrs. Amoroso.â
âBye!â She glanced up from her sewing and gave him a big smile. âCome back anytime!â
Carlos didnât get why females were so charmed by gay guys, but he was glad his ma liked Sal. And as he returned to his room to pack his overnight bag for his paâs, he found himself kind of wishing he couldâve spent more time with Sal.
Thirteen
A S USUAL, C ARLOSâS pa arrived late. And, as always, he cell-phoned from the parking lot, to