Into the Flames (Out of the Ashes #2) by S. M. Lynn Read Free Book Online Page B

you now.  I can’t wait.  I know we need to talk but more than that I need to show you how much I love you.  Please baby.  It won’t happen again.  I told you I wasn’t even angry at you and I’ll try to be more understanding, really I will.”  He sounded so sincere, so genuine.  His apology was heartfelt; he was almost begging me to take him back.  Hearing Dean, such a proud man, reduced to this tore at my heart. 
    “Dean, I don’t know what to say .  I guess we should talk.  I’ll let Tracy know you’re coming up.”
    “Baby, thank you.  I love you so much.  God, I need you.  I need to be buried in you and let you feel all the love I have for you.  Please, I need you now baby.  Right now.  I’m already on my way over.  I left the buyers meeting I was in.  Please.”  I could hear the desperation in his voice.
    “ I’m not agreeing to any of that.  Dean, we have to talk.  Sex won’t solve whatever is wrong with us.  I know how you like to get me all worked up and distract me,” he’d spent the whole previous weekend doing that, “but none of that until after our conversation.  Okay?”
    “Yes, baby.  Of course.  You just know that I talk b est when I am in you.”  I hear the smile in his voice through the phone.  The little boy in him that was shouting for joy over getting his way.  “I love you, Lauren.  Forever, you are mine.”  I smiled at his words and hung up.
    Dean showed up a few minutes after that with take out.  We sat and ate for a few minutes in silence neither of us knowing how to approach the subject.  Dean finally came around behind me, leaned around me and swept my hair back from my neck.  “Dean, I…”  I began to giggle as he nibbled my neck.  “Dean, we really need to talk… talk about last night.”
    “Shh baby.  I know I fucked up and that I’m a jealous bastard.  But, fuck, you’re so sweet and all mine.  I’ll never let you go.  You can never leave me.  I’ll always find you, Lauren.”  As he’s talking he picks me up and turns me around so I’m sitting on the desk facing him and he pushes my skirt up to my waist.  “Lauren, please understand.  I can’t be without you.”  His pants are suddenly open and he pushes them down along with his boxers.  Violently he thrusts himself into me.  “This is my pussy.  Are we clear?  You will not whore yourself out to other men anymore.  Do you understand me?  Tell me you fucking know.”  His fingers dig into the tops of my arms as he holds in place.  He rapidly picks up the pace of his thrusts and it’s all I can do not to cry out from the pain.  There’s no pleasure here.  Did I really expect him to change?  For things to be any different?
    “Dean, please.  Slow down.  Please you’re hurting me.  I would never be with anyone else.  You are the only one who has ever had me.  Please Dean.  I love you.  Why are you doing this?”  I’m crying now and he tries to soothe me. 
    “Baby, can’t you see how crazy you make me.  I have to have you and know that I’m the only one that will ever have you.  I can’t stand the thought of you with another man, another man buried deep inside you like I am now.”  He pulls swiftly from me and pushes me down to my knees in front of him.  “I need to be in your mouth.  Your mouth is fucking heaven.”  I begin to protest but instead of waiting for what I had to say he thrusts himself into my mouth.  “I saw you with him, Lauren.  I know you wanted to fuck him.  I know what your body can do; how you like to be fucked like the whore that you are.  But you’re mine; fucking mine and no one else will ever have you.”  He thrust a few more times and growled, “MINE,” as he came violently in my mouth.  “Drink me up, baby.  Swallow every last drop.”  He scooped me off the floor and bent me over the desk.  I heard him working himself over to get hard again and then he sank himself back into me.
    “Dean,