caught it at the wrong angle at the wrong time so it looked like something it wasnât.â
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Now, if Bea went for that, whyâs she so sure I saw what I thought I saw? I could have been wrong. I could have been seeing it from the wrong angle. Just because Dominique looked like she was going to kick Trinaâs ass doesnât mean thatâs exactly what I saw. And this is my point. Why would I get involved in Trinaâs life when I donât know for sure if I saw what I thought I saw? Who is to say that Dominique doesnât mean something else? Who is to say I wasnât seeing it from the wrong angle?
10
Think Cold War Russia
DOMINIQUE
âC OME ALIVE , CLASS . C OME ALIVE .â
Delmonicoâs funny, man. Flapping his arms like a duck or a chicken.
âCold War, remember? You read about it last night. Come on, folks. Get with it.â
The class draws a collective blank. That doesnât stop Delmonico. Those arms are flapping. If we believed he could fly weâd start talking about the Cold War.
âJust because they fought a common foe doesnât meanââ He scopes the room for a hand. âWhat?â Still scoping. âWhat?â
I get it but I donât answer. I donât volunteer. My hands stay in my lap and I lean back in my chair. Getting it is enough. Enough for the surprise quiz. Itâs never a surprise. Delmonico flips that comb-over, winks, and says, âStudyextrahard tonight.â
Heâs desperate. Throw me a rope. Anybody. Anything . Eyebrows on both sides of his head slant upward like praying hands.
I couldnât be him. Poor bastard. Beg when no one wants to be bothered. But thatâs his job. Give a damn when we donât. When we wonât show it. Keep coming up with the lesson, the plays. Keep talking it, writing it, quizzing it. And he does. Got to give it to him, poor bastard. He shows up. Suited. Ready. This is his game. His minutes. Itâs gotta suck when youâre the only one ready on game day.
So I call out, âTrust. It doesnât mean they trust each other.â
Delmonicoâs so grateful for the full chest pass. âYouâre on it, âNique,â he says, and heâs crazy excited. âYouâre right on it.â
Imagine this is your game. This is what you live for. Heâs got the ball and now he wants to pass it. Heâs looking out at the players. Who has the hot hand? Whoâs open?
âCome on, people. Come on. Why donât they trust each other?â
And thereâs no one to pass it to. Heâs dribbling, dribbling, keeping one eye on the ball.
âLucia.â
Lucia sucks her tongue in her mouth. A hard you-make-me-sick suck.
âYouâre marrying Omar this Saturday,â Delmonico says.
This has nowhere to go. Nowhere to go but silly. The guys all woof like big dogs to say Omarâs a lucky dude. Lucia says sheâll kill herself first. But look at her. Sheâs soaking it up.
The ballâs about to drop out of Delmonicoâs hands. Heâs about to lose control but he pushes through. Like he doesnât hear her begging him to choose a different guy to marry. He raises his voice, talking over her whining. âYour mother meets his mother to plan the wedding but it doesnât go well. They canât agree on anything.â
She says of course they canât agree. Her mother doesnât speak whatever Omarâs mother speaks.
âExactly! So how do they communicate?â
âInterpreters.â
âTelepathy.â
âSmoke signals.â
âThey IM each other.â
âAnd send text messages.â
âWeddingâs off.â
Delmonico doesnât care how stupid it gets in here. As long as weâre with him. He can deal with stupid. He pushes through it.
âLetâs go back to what Dominique said.â He winks my way. âWhy donât they trust each other to make the right plans