face.
If Josh turned his head, he would look right at me. I mentally shrink myself. ButJosh doesnât look in my direction. Heâs looking across from me, at Mr. Connor. Josh seems intent on Mr. Connorâs voice. He looks calm. Scary calm. His right hand squeezes the handle of the gun.
Josh takes another step. Heâs right between me and Mr. Connor. I canât see Mr. Connor anymore because Josh is between us. Josh turns to face Mr. Connor.
Mr. Connor stops talking. I hear the cell phone clatter to the floor.
Josh is looking right at him. He raises the gun.
I hear Mr. Connor say âPlease.â
Then Josh fires the gun.
Chapter Fourteen
The blast echoes in the hallway and I cover my ears. Josh steps back and wipes something from his cheek. His hand comes away red. I taste puke and swallow it.
I can hear Mr. Connor crying. At least heâs not dead.
Josh looks back up the hall toward Zoe, and I pray that she hasnât made a sound. Does he know sheâs there? Is he going to finish Mr. Connor and then go for Zoe? Josh turns back to Mr. Connor and once again raises the gun.
Thereâs no time for conscious thought. On liquid knees I launch myself from between the carts. Josh hears me and spins. But I hit him with my full weight and he crumples to the floor.
Josh snakes beneath me. I wrap my hand around his right wrist, amazed at his strength, appalled at my weakness. My hands are slippery with sweat. He swears at me. I feel his knee come up between my legs. My eyes go black and I gasp for breath. Heâs on top of me now. With everything Iâve got, I haul on his wrist, the gun just inches from my head. My hand slips, and his wrist pulls away.
Just before you die, your life flashes before your eyes. Not so. Just before you die, you piss yourself. Joshâs finger squeezes against the trigger. But the gun isnât coming toward me. Itâs going to Joshâs own head.
My right fist crashes against Joshâs cheek. Blood from his nose sprays me in the face. His eyes squeeze shut against the pain, and he lowers the gun. I hit him again as I grab for the gun. I hit him once more and now Ihave the gun. I flip Josh onto the floor and point the gun at his head.
When I can suck in a breath, I scream, âZoe, run!â
Josh looks up at me. Itâs like thereâs nothing left of him behind his eyes.
I sense Zoe standing in the hall. Again, I scream at her, âRun!â
But she wonât run. She stands stock-still, staring down the hall.
I turn and look. Mr. Connor is on his feet, not a mark on him. Near where he was hiding, a burst can of ketchup drips from a pallet onto the floor. And behind Mr. Connor, at the metal swinging doors, about ten fully armed police officers aim guns at me.
Chapter Fifteen
âDrop your weapon! Down on the floor!â
The police are dressed head to toe in blue tactical suits. Their faces are covered with goggles and Kevlar face masks over their mouths. Theyâre shouldering submachine guns. And theyâre screaming at me. Iâm the one holding the gun. They think Iâm the shooter.
I look down at Josh. If I drop the gun, heâll pick it up. Heâll shoot me or heâll shoot Zoe. Or heâll shoot a cop. Best-case scenario,heâll shoot himself, but Iâm not betting on best case.
I shake my head. I try to speak but I canât make a sound. Itâs like those very bad dreams, only this is so real I can smell the copsâ sweat. My hand is shaking on the gun as if it weighs far more than it really does. Iâm not sure I could drop it. Itâs like I canât even move.
If I donât drop the gun, the cops will perforate me with so much lead that my parents wonât have anything to bury. I lift the gun above my head.
A big cop moves in closer. âWe said drop it.â
The copâs gun looks like a cannon. At the end of the barrel is a tube of silver. Baker would know what
Christopher Brookmyre, Brookmyre