biscuits like there was no tomorrow.
Count to ten, she thought, as she boiled the kettle again.
Her guests were still animated at half-eleven. Sitting on
the crouch while Cedric regaled her and Sheilagh with
some long-winded story about his optician’s shop, Olivia
marvelled at how her father-in-law could look so like her
beloved husband and yet be so utterly unlike him in every
other way.
Both men shared the same lean build, although Stephen
was broader thanks to his regular workouts in the gym.
And they both had tightly curled dark hair, olive skin and
fathomless black eyes that spoke of Italian ancestry somewhere
along the way (Cedric’s grandmother had been
from Naples).
But while Cedric was self-obsessed, strait-laced and very
fond of the sound of his own voice, Stephen was outgoing,
the life of every party, ambitious and very passionate.
That’s what had drawn her to him, Olivia thought, wishing
he was here right now.
They’d been introduced at a dinner party twelve years
previously and had fallen madly, passionately in love with
each other. After a whirlwind romance when they’d spent
every spare moment in bed, they’d got engaged within
three months and married six months later.
At the time, Olivia had been working in the local tech by
day teaching home economics, and giving cookery demonstrations
at night to make enough money to travel round
the world. Stephen had just joined Clifden International.
Once they got married, he told her she didn’t need to
kill herself with two jobs and then somehow Olivia had
found herself with only half a job, working four mornings
a week, the way she still did. Her plans to travel around
the world had been shelved when she and Stephen got
married, which Olivia often thought was ironic: he way
now never off a plane and had enough air miles saved to
buy tickets to Mars, while she never got farther than her
daily triangular loop in the car to the school and the
supermarket via Sasha’s creche.
She couldn’t complain, she knew. After all, they had
darling little Sasha and it had taken her so long to get
pregnant that she thanked God for her daughter every day
of her life. After seven years where Olivia longed for a baby,
even if Stephen had been a bit unconcerned about her
inability to conceive, she’d felt gloriously lucky to become
pregnant. Sasha had been worth the wait, the little pet.
‘Hilarious, wasn’t it?’ Cedric said, barely able to contain
his laughter at his own anecdote.
Olivia blinked. She hadn’t been listening - ‘wool gathering’
was what Stephen called it when she tuned out like
that. Sometimes her mind wandered and she always felt so
guilty that she hadn’t been listening to what he said,
especially as she missed him so much when he was away.
‘I’m obviously not interesting enough for you, Olivia,’
he’d say in mock disapproval, pulling her to him and
settling her on his lap.
‘But you are,’ she’d protest, kissing him to prove her
point.
And they’d end making love, a frantic, almost silent
encounter with the door of their bedroom ajar as they
listened out for sounds of Sasha getting bored with her
toys and trundling down the corridor on her solid little legs
to see what they were doing. Stephen got very irritated by
having to keep quiet.
‘Olivia, didn’t you think that was funny?’ Sheilagh was
saying.
‘Hysterical,’ fibbed Olivia. She couldn’t wait for
Stephen to arrive home.
‘There’s hardly any need to take more booze to your
parents’ house and you know I don’t like too much
drinking in front of Sasha,’ Stephen complained the following
afternoon as he watched Olivia pack a couple of
bottles of wine into the giant hamper they were taking to
Ballymoreen.
‘We’ll have a couple of glasses of wine and I hate to turn
up with nothing,’ she protested.
They were in the kitchen, with Stephen lounging against
the counter, still in his grey suit,