flesh.
The front door opens, a pair of camera lenses focus on him, aperture irises expanding in the lesser light. The mouth below them smiles, the throat behind them leading to a pair of biomech lungs.
âHi, honey.â
âHi, Mom.â
He waits while she carefully sets down her bags, heavy with fragile equipment. She uses handheld cameras most of the time, but her eyes give her the ability to capture whatever she sees, the moment she sees it.
Taking photographs for the end of the world. Miguelâs never much seen the point in it, but theyâre all beautiful, in the way only dying things can be.
Her pictures of him are good, too.
âHow did it go?â she asks. As always, there is a subtle thread running through the otherwise evenly woven fabric of her voice when she asks about the game. Itâs the same thread Anna has, but itâs a lot more forgivable from his mom. He knows she worries, she and his dad both do. They just canât argue with his reasons for playing.
âOkay, I think? I donât know. Weâre not allowed to talk about it.â
âI know,â she says, motioning for him to follow her into the kitchen. She likes routine. Home, put bags down, make synthmint tea, no matter how hot it is outside. The paperlike substance, infused with chemical peppermint, dissolves the instant she pours boiling water into her mug. âIt seems like theyâre being pretty strict about that.â
âOr itâs that no oneâs taking the risk.â Enforcing a rule works pretty well if no one dares break it.
âWhichever. I havenât seen anything in my feed about what the levelâs like.â
âAnd Iâm not going to tell you, either.â Miguel grins.
His motherâs shoulders deflate a little. âDamn. I bring you into the world, and this is the thanks I get. Worth a shot, right? Iâm only curious, since Iâm not playing it.â
âI thought thatâs where you were, practicing.â
âNah, just having some fun. So?â
âItâs a level.â Miguel closes his eyes and sees . . . things. Teeth and screaming mouths. Endless corridors and landscapes so vast they create their own kind of suffocating claustrophobia.
There hadnât been a boss at the end, just a puzzle. A damned hard puzzle. Heâd had to kneel down on the sand of the beach heâd ended up on and trace all the possible answers into it with his finger for a good half hour before being halfway sure he had the right one. âIt wasnât that hard.â
She probably knows heâs lying, but lets him get away with it. âI guess if they make it too difficult, they wonât get all the people they need,â she says. âWhenâs your medical?â
âDay after tomorrow.â
âOkay, honey. You home for dinner?â
âYup.â He nods, and his mother starts pulling farmed, created, manufactured ingredients from cupboards. Nothing is wild, nothing is fresh. Once heâd spent hours on an early level stuck in a wheat field and not knowing what it was untilhe searched online when he got home. Nothing is grown like that anymore, out in the open, under the sky.
Which is probably a good thing. No one likes to be poisoned. It makes for a bad day and maybe a last day.
The computers in his room hum gently, making it a little warmer than the rest of the house, which is kept cold by law. His parents have an exemption because of his heart, but even that allows them only two degrees more than everyone else. He hums along with them for a second, a one-note symphony.
His keyboard is a projection of light on his deskâor whatever flat surface he chooses. Sometimes itâs the wall, when heâs too restless to sit, or the floor if heâs bothered to clean it recently. But for now itâs on the desk, and he closes his eyes again, letting his fingers type while he loses himself in memory. Heâd had