to dig his way from an underground cave, with a violent, shrieking creature waiting for him on the surface. Heâd killed that, and then . . . yes . . . crossed the river, thatâs right.
Thatâs when things had gone bad, but they couldâve gone worse. Heâd needed to know if being splashed by the water would be dangerous. Yes was the answer.
The way the water had melted his team member into pixels would stay with him for a while, but he felt no emotion over it. She hadnât been a real person, and sometimes sacrifices have to be made.
His fingertips go numb from their tapping as he codes,designs. Again, it wonât be polished like Chimera is, smooth and seamless, indistinguishable from reality, but itâll be enough for him to go over, figure out what the Gamerunners were trying to test. What skills they were looking for when they designed the special level.
The puzzle, thatâs a definite one. The whole game is full of puzzles, but they arenât often quite that hard. The Gamerunners want the competitors to use their brains. Not surprising.
The creatures . . . well, a lot of Chimera is about fighting. Choosing the right weapon, the right stance, the right split, flickering second to strike.
The river.
Risk and sacrifice.
How badly do you want this? Will you kill for it?
For a moment he is even more aware than usual of his heartbeat.
The front door opens, closes, and a few minutes later Mom calls him for dinner. Miguel canât actually remember the last time the three of them sat down to eat together; at least one of them is always in a Cube or at school or work. Mom has a thing for shooting in the evening light, something about the way the chemicals and gases burn on the horizon, setting the world on fire.
Too late he realizes theyâve planned this.
âSo,â says his father. âWe wanted to talk to you about this competition.â
âWhat about it?â Miguel asks around a mouthful of powdery mashed potato, as if he canât guess. If Anna is predictable, his parents are a certainty.
His motherâs eyes cut to his dadâs. âWe werenât going to stop you from entering,â she says. âThere was no harm in playing the testing level, or at least no more than usual.â
âBut you donât think I should take the medical.â
âWe donât think you should go through with it if you pass and youâre selected. Seeing one of Chimeraâs doctors might not be a bad idea. Maybe theyâll have an idea of something we havenât tried yet.â Miguelâs father doesnât look hopeful as he says this. With good reason. Miguelâs mother frowns. Theyâve always done their best to tell Miguel the truth about his condition, keep him informed as much as they are, the detail of their honesty increasing with his age and comprehension.
âWhat if this is my only chance, huh? They donât hand out new hearts like they do eyes or fingers, even in Chimera.â
âYou can still play the regular game,â says his mother.
âRosaââ
A loudly silent look passes between his parents. Miguelâs mouth drops open. âAre you thinking of stopping me from doing that, too?â
âWe understand why you play so much,â says his father, âbut itâs only going to get more dangerous for you. This competitionââ
âYou wish theyâd waited five years?â Miguel guesses. Optimistically. His father winces. Target achieved. His aim has gotten better, thanks to Chimera.
âSometimes I wish that damned game had never been invented,â his mother mutters. âThen all the good doctors would still be working in normal hospitals.â
âAnd we wouldnât be able to afford them anyway.â Miguel stands, no longer hungry despite the dayâs exertion. Fear blackens his motherâs already dark eyes.
âCalm down,