just a touch of the accent. I have it myself.â
âNîmes; Itâs of no importance. Thirty-three years old. Married. Three little girls. And thatâs the whole point really.â
âAh. I begin to get a glimmer. This really is a personal thing. Sorry â go on.â
âProfession, cop. Never had any other. Not an officer â no baccalaureate.â
âCan you give me your definition of the word âprofessionâ?â
âFor me, Madame, itâs something one works at professionally, meaning you put your back into it and your brains: if the job isnât well done, it isnât professional.â
âRevealing answer.â Subleyras had a grin; tight without being pinched, crooked without being false. Not Sunny Jim, thank God, but far from a cold fish. He lit a cigarette from the butt of the last and shook one loose for her.
âI didnât come here to fence with you,â he said. âThere isnât any story. The background is the story. Iâve done this job for fifteen years. Well, or less well, but professionally. Iâve come to a point where Iâm no longer able, or allowed maybe, to do this work the way I see it. Iâm not talking about justice. Thereâs more rough than smooth to this job and thatâs a fact. I accept that â if you donât, you donât last one year, let alone ten. Iâve no fancy philosophies; donât pretend to be an educated man. Iâm talking about common sense.â
âI donât have anything written on the door,â said Arlette, choosing her words slowly. âThose adverts I put in the paper say Counsel. Are you asking my advice, or my opinion? Have you really made your own mind up, but youâre sticking a bit over the decision, and perhaps youâre looking for something to push you into it? I wouldnât have the nerve, you know, to go advising a man like you what he should do with his life.â
âAll right,â he said placidly. âIâll say only that I havenât altogether made my mind up, and all the light I can get, I can use.â
âSo you come to a perfect stranger,â said Arlette, âto push the pendulum one way or the other.â
âI can go on splitting hairs. When you talk about common sense â give me a concrete example.â
He threw away the cigarette, crossed his arms and looked at Arlette.
âOne that seems unimportant, but â illustrates?â
âSymptomatic?â
âRight. Iâm off duty, near midnight, the ring boulevard,couple of hundred metres past the station, not many people about. Iâm in plain clothes, my own car, alone, at a red light. I see a girl walking â not loitering. A few paces behind her, a black man. Iâm not sure I recognize him â not much light â but I donât care for the look of him. Cop instinct, if you like. Sidling up on her. I stop the car, cross the street, show my card, ask for his papers. He gives me lip in a loud voice, the girl stops and turns round, asks what I think Iâm doing, pretty aggressive. I say I donât like the way heâs marking her steps. He goes on backchatting, she calls me a fucking fascist. Iâm a wee bit irritated, I pin him and say Up against the wall, boy.â
âWith a gun?â
âOff duty I donât carry one; Iâm bigger,â bleakly, âthan I look.â
âSorry I interrupted.â
âHe doesnât resist. I tap his pockets, come up with a blade fifteen centimetres long. Ask what heâs doing with that, he says itâs for cleaning his nails with. I show it the girl and say See that? She just looks, shrugs her shoulders, says to me, quite indifferent, âStick it in your tripes,â like that, turns round, walks off. As dry and as cool as yesterdayâs pizza. So? I tell Billyboy he made no attack, so I press no charge against him: heâs carrying a