fella, huh?â
Andyâs cheeks reddened. âHe looked badâbadderân you, anyhow.â
âThanks,â Clint said dryly. The boyâs story reminded him of his own discomfort. âYou want to help me up?â
âMa said youâre not supposed to be getting out of bed.â
âI donât plan on going for a walkâI just need to use the necessary.â
âOh.â Andy thought about that a moment, then nodded. âAll right.â
The boy stepped over to Clintâs side and swept back his covers. Bracing himself with his hands on the mattress, Clint pushed himself up while Andy put a helping arm around his waist. Nausea ripped through Clint as his head swam in dizziness. Sweat popped out on his forehead and chest.
Andy planted his anxious face in front of Clint. âAre you all right, Mr. Beaudry?â
âIâll be fine, kid,â he managed to say. âJust⦠give me a minute.â
Clint wrestled with his weakness as he debated having Andy call his mother. Finally the lightheadedness passed, and with the boyâs help, he was able to relieve himself without passing out. Andy helped Clint back to bed, then tucked away the chamber pot.
âWhatâs going on?â
Mrs. St. Clair stood with her hands planted on her hips as she pinned her son with a stern gaze.
âIt wasnât the boyâs fault, maâam,â Clint spoke up. âI asked him to come inside to help me.â
âWith what?â the woman demanded.
âHe had toââ Andy started.
âI had to relieve myself,â Clint broke in, irritated that his private business had become everybodyâs business.
Mrs. St. Clairâs cheeks flushed, which gratified Clint.
âOh.â She straightened her shoulders and fixed her strict gaze on the boy again. âYouâre not allowed in here, Andrew. Go on.â
Andyâs mouth opened, but closed abruptly. âYes, maâam.â
After the kid left, Mrs. St. Clair transferred her disapproval to Clint. âI donât want you talking to my son, Mr. Beaudry. Is that clear?â
âWhy not?â
âBecause of what you are.â
The lady didnât pull any punches. âAnyone ever tell you youâre a hard woman, Mrs. St. Clair?â
She dipped her head, but not before Clint caught the pain in her eyes. âHe craves a manâs attention. He never knew his father.â Raising her proud gaze, she said softly, âPlease, Mr. Beaudry, donât tempt him with something you canât give him.â Then she spun on her heel and was gone.
Clint sucked in his breath at the sorrow her words wrought. Mrs. St. Clair was rightâhe could give the boy nothing.
Because he had nothing left to give.
Chapter 4
H er arms stacked high with freshly laundered bedding and clothing, Mattie climbed the stairs wearily. At the top of the steps, she heard Andyâs voice coming from Beaudryâs room and froze. Just yesterday afternoon sheâd ordered her son to stay away from him and now heâd disobeyed her, something he rarely did. She marched toward the room, her footsteps muffled by the rug.
âI think all boys like fishing,â she heard Beaudry say in a tone that held a smile. She halted in the hall and listened to the manâs rich, Texas-laced voice. âWhen I was your age, me and my pa would spend hours fishing in this little pond.â
âDid you catch a lot of fish?â Andy asked.
Mattieâs heart ached at his eagerness. Thank heavens for Herman, though he was more of a grandfather than father.
âSometimes. But even if the fish werenât biting, weâd just talk,â Beaudry replied.
Silence stretched out between man and boy, and Mattie was tempted to peek around the corner. Beaudryâs voice stopped her.
âWhy the long face, Andy?â There was genuine concern in his tone.
âMa doesnât want you