here,â Andy replied. Mattie leaned closer to hear the rest of his quiet words. âAs soon as youâre feeling better, sheâs going to throw you out.â
She drew back and pressed her spine against the wall, tipping her head back to stare at the ceiling. She was the villain in her sonâs eyes, and by the sound of it, Clint Beaudry had become the hero. How could she explain to Andy why Beaudry had to leave?
âYour maâs a smart woman.â
Startled, Mattie peeked into the room and saw Andy sitting on the edge of the bed. Beaudry had a hand on his shoulder in a fatherly gesture that brought a lump to Mattieâs throat. He didnât look or sound like a killer.
âShe loves you and wants to make sure you arenât hurt,â Beaudry continued. âThatâs what mothers are for.â
âThen what are fathers for?â
Pain flashed across the manâs angular features. âThey provide for their families and build something to leave to their children.â He smiled, and Mattie could tell heâd forced the gesture for her sonâs sake. âAnd they take their sons fishing.â
Mattie backed away from the door and slipped into her own bedroom. She set the folded laundry down on her bed and sank to the mattress. She had done her best to compensate for Andyâs loss, giving him all the love and affection she had inside of her. But was it enough to make up for not having a father? She had so many dreams for her son but hadnât come any closer to them.
She stood, her fingers curled into fists of determination. She would succeed; she didnât need a man to waltz with during the lonely nights.
âMa.â
Andyâs voice startled her and she turned to see her son in the doorway. âYes?â
âIs it okay if I go fishing?â
There were numerous chores to be done and her son was old enough to do many of them. But she was determined to give her son a happier childhood than the one sheâd endured. She would weed and water the vegetable patch herself after she got supper started. âAll right.â
His face lit up and she basked in the happiness of his smile. âThanks.â
âBe home by suppertime.â
He nodded, then scampered away. Mattie remained by the window to watch her son race across the yard to the barn where Herman lived in a small room. A few minutes later the two walked down the road toward their favorite fishing hole, poles in hand.
As she watched them, Herman blurred and was replaced by the tall, lean figure of Clint Beaudry. Would it be so bad to allow Andy to visit with Beaudry?
She recalled Sheriff Atwaterâs assurances that Beaudry wouldnât harm her son. Maybe it was time Mattie began to trust him a little, especially after overhearing his conversation with her son.
She put the clean clothes away and resolutely walked into her patientâs room. Beaudryâs unreadable gaze settled on her immediately.
âAfternoon, Mrs. St. Clair,â he said.
Mattie suppressed a sensual shiver at the exaggerated drawl in his voice and inclined her head in acknowledgment. âHowâre you feeling, Mr. Beaudry?â
âYou donât want to know,â he grumbled.
She couldnât help but smile, and the tension in her muscles eased. âLet me guess. Youâre restless, but if you move around, your wound hurts like the devil. So you just lie there, getting angrier by the minute until some innocent bystander like myself walks in and you take out your short temper on her.â
Surprise lit his handsome face, then a boyish grin captured his lips and sent Mattieâs heart racing. âEither youâre a mind reader or you made a lucky guess.â
âAn educated guess. Iâve helped Dr. Murphy take care of other patients.â She moved to his bedside, all too aware of his masculine interest in her. âAnd everybody Iâve dealt with, except Herman, who