shrug. Then I blurt, âWhat I really want to know is why you forgave me.â
They stare at me like I just spoke frigginâ Sumerian again. Finally, Norman says, âWell, you were sorry, werenât you?â
I nod.
âOkay. Thatâs what we thought. And weâre too old to stay mad. Not enough time for that,â says Norman.
âHuh?â
Mary pats my shoulder. âWhat he means, dear, is life is too short to waste it holding a grudge. If we stayed angry, why, weâd feel just dreadful. Anger is an awfully heavy thing to carry around. It wears you out something terrible.â
âNot only that,â Norman says with a winkâan actual wink. âThis whole dealgave me a chance to impress my woman here.â
Mary giggles.
I canât help it. I say, âYouâve got to be kidding me.â
âNope,â says Norman.
âWell,â I say, âokay. Thanks. A lot.â
âYouâre welcome,â they say, together.
âTell you what,â I hesitate, and then go ahead. âIâll be happy to paint your shed when you decide about the color.â
âWe knew we could count on you,â Mary says.
âCould be decided when hell freezes over,â Norman says.
Mary clucks her tongue. âSuch bad language, Norman, with the boyâs cabbage ears listening.â
They are so weird. Nice. But weird.
âThere is one thing though,â Norman says.
I feel my shoulders hunch. âYeah?â
âWeâd feel a whole lot better if we knew you werenât going on roofs in the dark anymore. If we thought you weregoing to keep doing that, weâd have to speak to your mother.â
I donât have an answer for him, but I feel something slipping away from me, something Iâve had since I was eleven years old. I donât want to let it go.
chapter twelve
When I get home, Mom has dinner ready. Weâre halfway through the meal when she gives me one of her mother looks. âAre you feeling all right, Sam?â
âIâm fine.â
She frowns. âYou donât look fine.â
She tries to put her hand on my forehead, but I shift away. âIâm okay. Just a bit tired.â
âJust tired? I wonder. Is something bothering you?â
I shrug. âNope.â
Her gaze narrows. âIs everything all right at school?â
âYup. All fine.â
âWhat about with you and Indi? She hasnât called lately.â
Man, mothers sure can be nosy. âMom, everythingâs okay. Indiâs just busy right now.â I shove in a mouthful of food so she canât expect me to say more. No way can I tell her Indiâs mad at me because her questions wouldnât stop and I canât explain. Iâd be grounded for life if she knew what happened.
âWhat about Grandpa Max?â she asks. âHave you heard from him again?â
I donât want to tell her about Grandpa Max either. Not yet. Part of me wants to show her the watch, but then sheâd want to talk about that too. Give me advice. The whole deal with himâI want to work it out on my own. Iâll show her the watch as soon as Iâve got things figured out. But she knows I got another letter out of the cradle. I have to tell her something.
âYeah, Grandpa Max said he forgot to return the cradle. He stored it when we lived in some small place. Itâs supposed to go to the oldest Connor grandchild.â
This is the perfect thing to tell Mom. Her face lights up. âThatâs right! Iâm so glad he remembered to give it to you. Itâs wonderful to have a family heirloom like that, isnât it?â
âFor sure.â I yawn. âMan, Iâm really tired. Think Iâll go do some homework and then go to bed early.â
She nods and I make my escape.
I head for my room but canât even think about homework, never mind do it. I think about Indi instead. Maybe I finally