shook his head. âIâm fine. Iâve gone days with only an occasional combat nap.â
âThis isnât a war zone,â she said softly. âJust because youâre searching for someone . . . itâs not the same.â
He stared at her as if ready to argue. âNo, itâs not,â he said finally. âJust one big Goddamn nightmare.â
âMaybe Caroline left,â she said. And took the nightmare with her.
âNo.â
She knew he was right. Problems didnât just fade away. And the nightmares stayed whether you slept or not.
âIf youâre planning to comb through the woods again tonight,â she said, knowing he would, âyou should rest. Take a combat nap. Maybe make this one a double while I finish up here.â
âI could use a few minutes of shut-Âeye,â he admitted. âI have a meeting with Fernâs Brewery in the morning. Think you can be accurate with the list?â
âDonât worry, Iâve been counting since grade school,â she said, making a mental note to attend the meeting with him. Heâd been joking about a promotion. But one day soon he might need an assistant manager to handle the ordering. And before she had dropped out of college, sheâd been on her way to earning a degree in business management and marketing.
âWhen is the meeting?â she asked.
âNine,â he said with a sigh. âBut theyâre located up near Portland. Long drive.â
âI could drive,â she offered. âAnd you could sleep along the way.â
âJesus, you really are angling for a promotion, arenât you,â he said.
âIs that a yes?â
âIâll think about it.â Then he turned to the door. âIâm going to crash in my truck. Wake me before we open.â
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Chapter Five
W AKE UP, S LEEPING B EAUTY.
The memory of her soft voice floated through his dream. Hours earlier, before the sun sank behind the mountains for the night, Josie had knocked on his truck window. Heâd been locked in a dreamscape filled with one boom after anotherâÂan attack so vivid he could almost smell the burning canvas of the tent the insurgents had managed to hit with the rocket fire. Caroline had been by his side, shouldering an M16 while wiping away tears . . .
Caroline.
Noah opened his eyes and stared out into the bright morning sky. Right now, Josie wasnât standing outside his truck ready to drag his ass into the bar when all he wanted to do was pull her in and lose himself in her soft curves. To hell with the fact she worked for him. To hell with Dominic and the shit storm heâd rain down on Noah for laying a finger on his sister. To hell with the last five years.
He ran a hand over his face. Sometimes he wished heâd never left the barn that night five years ago. If he could have stayed there with Josie, keeping everyone else on the other side . . . but damn, he couldnât live the rest of his life believing he could save the world. Tonight marked night five and he couldnât even find the one person he wanted to help.
Last night, after heâd followed Josie into the barâÂwhich sheâd set up for the busy shift after sheâd completed his inventory and done a helluva lot better job than he could haveâÂheâd endured hours of watching her move and smile at the customers. Heâd closed up early and then, heâd gone to meet up with Josh Summers. Together, theyâd searched another section of Oregon timber country for Caroline, who sure as shit acted like she didnât want to be found. Heâd driven home close to dawn, parked his truck beside the barn, and rested his eyes for a minute. That minute had extended until the memory of Josie woke him, sporting a whole world of wanting.
He adjusted himself and opened the truck door. As he stepped down, he glanced at the barn. Shit, the light