was on again. Had his father wandered out? Not likely. His old man had a hard time navigating the gravel separating the house from the barn with the walker the doctors had insisted he use after the fall. And they didnât keep animals in there anymore. Too much work.
The side door opened before he reached the structure and a familiar face peered out.
âCaroline?â He stopped four feet from the barn and stared. âHow the hellâÂâ
âI had your address,â she said, her voice soft. Her mouth formed a thin line. Freckles dotted her nose, suggesting her fair skin had been exposed to the elements for a while. And her long dark hair, which heâd grown accustomed to being pulled back in a tight bun, now flowed loose around her shoulders. He didnât know much about womenâs hair, but he knew she needed a brush, and maybe a pair of scissors.
She wore black pants, a baggy black T-Âshirt, and combat boots. The clothes were three, maybe four sizes too large for her frame. Between Carolineâs heightâÂshe stood roughly as tall as JosieâÂand her delicate girl-Ânext-Âdoor features, sheâd always looked like she belonged in Disney World playing a fairy-Âtale princess, not in the US Marine Corps.
âSo you walked here from where?â he asked, focusing his sleep-Âdeprived brain. He moved closer to her, but stayed out of armâs reach. He wanted to offer her the illusion of safety. He couldnât make promises, but he doubted there were threats hiding in the barn. Heâd been home for months and the only things heâd found were some old furniture, the mechanical bull, and memories.
âI was staying with my sister in Northern California. But he found me,â she said.
âDustin?â he asked.
âYes. He showed up and threatened to turn me in.â Her tone was devoid of drama as if she expected to open the door and find her rapist on her doorstep.
âDid he hurt you?â he asked, not that it would change a damn thing. If he saw their former commanding officer again nothing would hold him back. He wouldnât wait for justice. Heâd beat the crap out of Dustin.
She shook her head. âHe didnât touch me. But he said he was planning to call the police.â
And when they found her theyâd hand her over to the military. Sheâd probably face jail time for her unauthorized absence. It wouldnât matter that sheâd run because she couldnât face serving alongside men whoâd fought at her side one minute, placing their lives in her hands, and threatened her the next. And if she had returned, serving with those men would be pure hell because sheâd accused one of themâÂtheir leaderâÂof rape. Sheâd gotten their commanding officer kicked out of the marines because sheâd had a witness willing to testify.
Him.
âSo you ran,â he said.
âI needed to find you,â she said. âDustinâs pissed at me. But he blames you for losing his career. His wife left him andâÂwe should move inside.â
Caroline scanned the house and the drive, showing a hint of fear for the first time. He knew his dad wouldnât wake for a few hours. And he was familiar with the soundsâÂcars speeding over the dirt road, the neighborâs rooster, who operated on the assumption that it was always rise-Âand-Âshine timeâÂbut she clearly viewed them as potential threats.
âSure,â he said and followed her into the old, mostly empty barn. The hay bales had disappeared years ago, but otherwise the space looked pretty much the same. Old boxes, some tools, a rusted gate, and a collection of broken furniture that belonged in the dump.
He left the door open behind them, allowing a beam of light to slip in and illuminate the mechanical bull in the corner surrounded by faded red, white, and blue cushions. His dad had thrown an old