mother?â
He stopped and turned around.
His voice was icy. âShe had her shot, and left. He needed her and she walked.â
âMaybe she needed him and your father came up short.â
âScrew you!â he said.
I reached for him. To throw my arms around him and tell him I understood what he was going through. Tell him not to let my brother screw up his life the way Dominic screwed up Daveâs.
âAnthony â¦â
I never saw it coming.
There wasnât any pain. Just a shock that started high up on my temple and traveled down to my knees, driving me to the ground.
When I was able to focus, I saw Anthony standing over me. His face was contorted with rage.
âI warned you,â he said. âDonât you ever put your hands on me again.â
9
A nother Chance was housed in a brownstone on the Upper East Side. A low, wrought iron fence topped with artichoke finials bounded two tiny snow-covered gardens on either side of the stairway.
At the entrance, a small black sign with white letters instructed me to ring the bell.
I did. A few moments later the door opened. Two burly guys with buzz cutsâone a few inches taller than the otherâgreeted me.
âWhat can I do for you?â the taller one said. The skin on his face was steroid-tight.
âIâm here to see Martine Toussaint.â
âGot an appointment?â
âDidnât know I needed one.â
âWho referred you?â
âNo one. Just need to ask her a few questions.â
âAbout what?â
This was getting tiresome.
I gave him my card. âTell her Iâd like a few minutes of her time.â
He glanced at the card. âShe know you?â
âJust do it,â I said.
He considered that for a few seconds. âWait here,â he finally said.
The door closed.
A few minutes later he was back.
âSheâll see you.â
âTerrific.â
The reception area was small but comfortably furnished. The recessed lighting in the ceiling bathed the room in a muted glow. Shorter Guy sat on the arm of a sofa and eyed me as we passed through.
I followed Tall Guy down a short corridor to Martine Toussaintâs office. The best word to describe it was
sleek
.
Hardwood floor buffed to a high shine, chrome-and-leather furniture, modern art on the walls. Martine, a dreadlocked beauty with skin the color of cocoa, sat behind a glass-topped desk dealing out a hand of tarot cards.
My first impression was that there was a hell of a disconnect between Martine Toussaintâs digs and her charitable work.
She laid the cards down and stood up.
âSteeg,â she said, with a smile. âCome in.â
âYou want me to sit in?â Tall Guy said.
âNot necessary, Frank. Mr. Steeg is an acquaintance. Although itâs obvious he doesnât remember me.â
She was right. I didnât.
âOK,â Frank said. âIâll be out front if you need me.â
âHelp me out here, Martine,â I said. âHow do we know each other?â
âYouâre a cop in Hellâs Kitchen. I was a whore in the same place. We know the same people.â
âAnd they would be?â
âDawn Reposo, for one.â
I nodded. âShe worked the neighborhood.â
âAnd all the girls envied her.â
âWhyâs that?â
âYou were her personal Get Out of Jail Free card. Wish I had an angel on my shoulder like you.â She paused. âSeen her lately?â
âNo. Think of her every now and again, though.â
âWhy the visit?â
âIâll get to that. Howâd you manage to wind up here?â
She gathered the cards up, shuffled them, and, one by one, laid them out on the desktop.
âLong story, Steeg. Letâs just say I got righteous. And used the brains God gave me.â
âNow youâre helping other girls get just as righteous.â
Her gaze drifted to the tarot cards,