straight look, his eyes still swimming with tears. âOf course. What else did you think I meant?â
âYou were still a little wuzzy and I didnât know what to think you meant.â
Patrick looked appalled. âSomeone filled me up with drugs thereby finding out that I was an undercover cop, took my gun and then had themselves a massacre. I couldnât stop it. And didnât save Leanne.â
âYou didnât fire a shot?â I exclaimed.
âIâm not too sure but probably not.â
âPatrick, you were carrying a gun when you were found, your gun.â
âIâm pretty sure I didnât fire it.â
âWhat can you remember, clearly?â
âReally clearly only carrying Leanne as she didnât want to leave the house. The bastard shot her in my arms. He was probably out to get me.â
Patrickâs voice broke as he uttered the last words and he put his head in his hands.
âDo you know this bastardâs name?â I asked gently.
âNo, I didnât really get a look at him. Iâm not sure why.â A few seconds elapsed before he added, âDâyou mind if I go back to sleep?â
I got up immediately. âOf course I donât mind. I shouldnât be asking you all these questions.â Quickly, I went over to him and kissed his cheek. âIâll come back when youâre feeling better and take you home.â
âIngrid . . .â
I turned from going over to the door.
âIâve been going out with the woman.â
âThat was part of your brief?â I enquired, more shocked by the tortured look on his face than what he had just said.
âYes. I should have refused, shouldnât I?â
I made myself remain pragmatic. âYouâve done some iffy things in the past in order to take dangerous criminals out of circulation.â
âThere was a party at the house. I could have been dosed with something then, in a drink, as I canât really remember it at all. I might have slept with her.â
When men say âmightâ in this kind of context they usually mean âprobably didâ.
âAt least, I can remember wanting to,â he muttered to the floor. âShe was naked at some point during the evening. I feel a real shit.â
âYouâre not and weâll talk about it when you come home,â I told him. âBut if thatâs all SOCA wants you for then youâd be better off in neck-end Bath selling second-hand cars for a living.â
I shut the door very gently behind me.
âSo then,â I said to Greenway, rounding a corner and making him start slightly. âHeâs screwing she-crooks to get their plans, ambitions and secrets. Is that what the training was for? All the latest techniques, positions, advice on the best aftershaves and talcs to drive women wild?â
He opened his mouth to speak but I ploughed on.
âDid you have a vote among your female staff as to who would be the best-looking guy for the job? Oh, yes, Gillardâs got quite the prettiest eyelashes and is actually quite a stunner when you think about it. Never mind that heâs a clean-living bloke, even when he was in the army, and canât actually make much of a stand against filth who drug his drinks, strip off their clothes and then get their minions to drug him again. I told you he wasnât the right man for the job and he wasnât. My husband is crying in there, Commander, because a little girl he was trying to rescue â God knows how, the state he was in but I got the impression that it was part of his orders that she should come to no harm â was shot in his arms. Weâve had a murder in our church at home and the bishop is going to reconsecrate the building. Shall I ask him to do Patrick while heâs at it?â
I walked off, aware that I had yelled the last couple of sentences.
âIngrid, listen â please!â