stripes. Nikes. None of his clothes had any special logos or words. He was dressed to be unidentified.â
The deputy looked up from the notes he was taking and studied her. âYou donât miss much,â he said mildly.
âThanks. I tried to remember everything so I could report it.â
âMost people couldnât have told me ten percent of what you just did, and Iâd be worried about the accuracy of that. Most people are lousy observers.â
She shrugged. âI wish I could give you more information. It all happened so quickly.â
âI imagine it did.â The same mild tone, but the eyes were suspicious. âIâm interested in your comment that he was dressed to be unidentified.â
She had revealed more about herself than she intended. âI deduced that. Itâs one of the things I doâmake deductions. Iâm a college professor.â
He nodded. âSo you said. You also created a TV show. Iâve never seen it, but I think Iâve heard of it. What about the rest of your time? You havenât always taught college. You were born. You grew up. Anything in your past that might be coming back to haunt you?â
âNo, Deputy Craine. The only angry people I have to deal with are the usual students who want better grades or the network execs who expect to change my show.â
He nodded and closed his notebook. âIâm glad the doctor says youâre not seriously injured. Itâs impressive you survived the fall at all.â
She shrugged. âThere was a tree, and I grabbed it.â She added lamely, âIt was just dumb luck.â
âUh-huh.â He looked at his watch. âWhere will you be the rest of the day?â
âAt my office. The numberâs on the card I gave you. This evening, Iâll be at a party at Dean Quentinâs house above Mission Canyon. You have my cell number. Iâd appreciate your phoning as soon as you learn anything. Anything at all.â
He gave a curt nod and headed toward his car. âIâll be in touch.â
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By one oâclock, Liz was back in her third-floor office at UCSB. She stood gazing out her window, arms crossed, hugging herself. Sunlight shimmered across the low buildings and green trees and palms that sprawled throughout the fertile Goleta Valley. Her view extended up the lavender foothills to the towering Santa Ynez Mountains, where clouds haloed the ragged peaks. She was filled with melancholy as she studied the sweeping panorama. Usually, this lovely view gave her a sense of tranquillity, of time turned in her favor. Now, as she waited for her producer to return her call, she saw disquiet and uncertainty.
She stepped back and was about to return to her desk when she realized her reflection was in the window glass. She had a strange sense of déjà vu, seeing her face superimposed over her much-loved vista. It made her feel apart, again the outsider, always looking in. She was both deeply upset by the attack and annoyed that she was not taking it in stride as she once would have.
And, too, it threatened her new attitude about violence, which had grown with the years and her studies. All of it showed in the troubled look on her face. She studied her bold featuresâthe high cheekbones, the flared nose, and the black mole just above the right corner of her mouth. Her brown eyes were wary, alert, and angry.
She noticed her hair. She had always liked the colorâauburn, a dark brown with red woven through. This morning, it had been brushed and shiny, waving down to her shoulders, as free as her spirit. Now it was in wild disarray. Although she had changed back into the shirt and trousers she had worn to her lecture that morning, she had forgotten to brush her hair. At least her face was clean; she had washed it in the doctorâs office. Even in the hazy reflection she could see her beach tan, her dark eyes, her upturned nose, which had once been