âItâs what I thought I wanted. But when I heard from Dadâs doctor, when I really understood how close he came to dying, everything shifted. My whole perspective changed.â
She continued to knead his shoulders. âHey, donât go off the deep end. You always wanted a life of adventure. I hope youâre not letting this throw you so much that youâre considering a career as a machinist in Bisbee. That just wouldnât be you.â
âIâm not so sure about thatâ
She felt a moment of panic. Mike was the keeper of the flame. As long as he sought adventure, then she could dream of one day doing the same. But if he gave up, what chance did she have? âThis is an emotional time for you. Believe me, I know how it feels. You want to crawl into the nearest cave and surround yourself with all the things that make you feel safe. But eventually you start to heal, and safety isnât as important anymore. Donât tie yourself down to something that will become a straitjacket later, Mike.â
âYouâre making a lot of sense. But then, you always did.â
She decided a distraction might be just what he needed right now. She gave him a final squeeze and released her hold. âReady to discuss the cutter design?â
âSure.â He stood and came over to the demonstration light table Ernie had set up. âI figured out this must be it.â
âYour dad thought we should have a cutter set up and operational, so either one of us could demonstrate it.â
âSo demonstrate.â
âBetter than that, Iâll let you use it. Itâll probably help while youâre working on the cutters, if you know exactly what theyâre supposed to do.â She glanced around the tidy shop. âI think he kept some glass somewhere.â
âYeah, I saw it. Just a minute.â Mike walked over to a cabinet and came back with a notebook-size piece of cobalt glass. âWill this do?â
âPerfect. Weâll need some sort of pattern.â She grabbed a sheet of paper and a pen and drew a heart. Instantly she regretted her choice of shapes, but Mike had already come up beside her, and making a big deal about the design would be worse than just using it. She positioned the heart outline on the light table, switched on the lamp underneath and put the blue glass over the drawing. Then she adjusted the jointed metal arm clamped to the table so the cutting wheel was over the glass.
âGo ahead and try it.â She stepped back and motioned him toward the table. âYouâre going to be amazed at how easy a two-handed wheel makes the, whole process.â
âOkay, what do I do?â
âGrip the handles like this.â After months of demonstrating the cutter, she automatically reached around him and covered his hands with hers. Belatedly she realized how cozy the position was, and how unsettling. âNow position the wheel where you want to start your cut,â she continued, âand apply pressure as you guide it around the lines.â
âHow much pressure?â
She tried to keep her breasts from brushing his back but it was nearly impossible. She forced herself to concentrate on the cutter and pretend she was demonstrating it for a strangerâbetter yet, an elderly lady with false teeth and arch supports. âListen for a scratching sound. That means youâre scoring the glass. Youâve done this before. Youâll know when itâs working.â His hands beneath hers werenât the hands of an elderly lady. Instead she felt strong tendons and the sensuous tickle of hair against her palms. The tangy scent of his aftershave filled her with images of snuggling against him and lifting her mouth for his kiss. This had been a very bad idea.
She gritted her teeth and watched the wheel bite into the cobalt glass. âThatâs it. Now, steer around the curve. Good. Iâm letting go, now.â She