backed away with a barely audible sigh of relief and put a hand over her pounding heart. âKeep that same pressure as you finish the outline. There. Excellent.â
He released the cutter handles and picked up the glass. It broke away cleanly on the score lines into a perfect heart shape. âAmazing. I can see what Dadâs talking about. You could manage this with no training at all. Even kids could do it.â
Gradually her pulse regained its normal rhythm. âMy father came up with the idea after he struggled through teaching a class at a retirement home using the old-style cutter. But he...died before he and Ernie could market it.â She still couldnât say that without a sharp stab of regret.
Mike turned to face her, his expression tender. âThatâs the other reason my dad wants this to be a success, isnât it? As a tribute to Pete.â
âThatâsââ She paused to clear her throat. âThatâs one of the reasons I want it to be a success, too.â
âHe was a great guy,â Mike said softly.
She couldnât stop the flood of pain. âThen why didnât you come home when he died, Mike? He was like a father to you!â
He flinched as if sheâd slapped him. Then he took a deep breath. âWithin an hour of the time I heard about your dad, I had an airline ticket in my hand. But then, while I was sitting at the gate I thought about it and finally figured you and Alana had enough to deal with, without having me around. I called Dad back, and he said he was holding up okay, so in the interests of keeping the peace, I tore up the ticket. If itâs any consolation, I wish I hadnât. I shouldnât have left my father alone at a time like that, no matter what the consequences to you and Alana.â
She was stunned. âYou put aside your own grief because you thought we wouldnât want to see you?â
âMy grief wasnât important. But I should have been here for my dad.â
âHow can you say your grief wasnât important?â
He shrugged. âIâm a guy. Iâm supposed to be tough about those things, right?â
âAnd were you tough?â
He looked away. The jaguar tooth around his neck quivered as he swallowed a lump of emotion.
Pain squeezed her heart as she pictured him leaving the airline terminal and going back to some impersonal room where heâd undoubtedly wept alone for the man whoâd helped raise him. âOh, Mike.â She slipped her arms around him and laid her cheek on his chest. âIâm so sorry,â she murmured, holding him gently.
With a long sigh he wrapped her in his arms and rested his cheek on her hair. âIâve missed you, Beth.â
âIâve missed you, too.â Holding him was heaven, but no matter how much she wanted to comfort him, she dared not stay too long. Slowly she extricated herself, stepping away as she broached the one subject that might save her from doing the unthinkable. âAlana called this morning.â
He regarded her intently. âDid you tell her I was here?â
Her courage flagged and she looked away from that piercing gaze. âUh, no, I didnât.â
âWhy not?â
âSheâs...sheâs in the middle of an important trip. Her business is just getting off the ground, and if she left that family in the middle of their vacation, thereâd be hell to pay.â
âAnd you think she would leave them if she heard I was here?â
âI donât know. She might.â
Mike captured her chin and forced her to look at him. âIs that the only reason you didnât tell her?â
Her pulse quickened. His knowing gaze saw far too much. âMike, please.â
His hand gentled and slid along her jawline. âYou said you missed me. What was it about me that you missed?â
She should move away. Letting him touch her this way, considering how low her