interference.â
But if you get out of the hospital bed, Mike will think heâs not needed and take off for the Amazon again .
âYouâre right. But if somebody doesnât keep an eye on those kids, theyâll screw things up again. We already have an injury.â
If I know you, youâll think of something.
âIâll tell you this much, Pete. Iâd think better if I had a real cigar instead of this damn rubber one.â
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BETH CLOSED UP the studio at ten minutes before noon. Business hadnât been very good so far that day, but then summers were traditionally slow, and she usually ended up in debt. Selling the cutters was designed to fix the seasonal slump problem, among others. If sales took off, her income wouldnât depend on her selling stained glass. She could eliminate the exhausting production of small sun-catchers that satisfied the tourist trade and concentrate on big installations that challenged her creativity.
She walked through a narrow side street to the public parking lot where she kept her truck. Ernieâs shop was located in Warren, a small community adjacent to Bisbee, and it was too far to walk. As kids she, Mike and Alana had ridden there on their bikes many times, but Beth hadnât been on a bike in years.
A bike ride might have been more comfortable, she thought as she unlocked the truck. A hot morning after the nightâs downpour had left Bisbee steaming, and the cab was like an oven, even after she rolled down the windows and opened the vents. Although the truckâs air conditioner had died the previous summer, she hadnât gotten it fixed because she was pumping all her spare money into the cutter project.
By the time she arrived at Tremayneâs metal shop, she felt as if sheâd just spent fifteen minutes in a sauna. Rummaging in the glove compartment, she found a scrunchy and enough hairpins to secure her damp, unruly hair on top of her head.
Mike had driven his dadâs old truck to the shop, Beth noticed. She opened the front door and stepped into the air-conditioned interior with a sigh of relief. Mike wasnât out in the customer area. She called his name as she rounded the counter and headed into the rear of the building.
She found him sitting at his dadâs bench, his back to her. Something about the set of his shoulders told her to go slow. âMike, itâs me.â
He didnât turn around. âIâve never been in this place when he wasnât here.â
âOh, Mike.â Instinct overrode caution as she went to him and put her hands on his shoulders. He shuddered beneath her touch, and she knew his grief was very close to the surface. âI know,â she murmured. âIâd never been in the studio without Dad being there, either. Itâs a shock, the first time.â
âIâve been such a fool, Beth. I thought heâd go on forever.â
She massaged his shoulders gently. Touching him felt so sinfully right. âHeâs made it through this crisis,â she said. âHeâs got a lot of years left, Mike. Heâs tough.â
âI know heâs tough, but Iâve lost that fantasy that heâll always be there. This has forced me to face something I havenât wanted to think about. Someday heâll be gone...and heâs all Iâve got.â
âAll? What about the time youâve spent in Brazil? Surely youâve made friends who are important to you.â
âA few.â He allowed his head to fall forward as he absorbed the massage. âIâm even an honorary member of a tribe.â
âThe ones that live like children, with no worries?â
âYeah. Theyâre terrific people, and I care what happens to them, but I donât really belong there. Iâm still a vagabond in Brazil, a rolling stone that gathers no moss, and all that crap.â
âIsnât that what you wanted?â
He sighed.