couldnât be serious. âAll I wanted,â I murmured, âwas for you to have a word with him ⦠find out what he thought of my father, whether he considered him sane. You can take those notes andââ
âLook,â he said. âIf youâre convinced your father was sane, then these notesââhe tapped the sheet of paperââall the messages, everythingâincluding that final messageâare fact. They happened. And if thatâs what you believe, then you must go over there yourself. Apart from the question of whether Briffeâs alive or not, you owe it to your father. If I go to this guy Ledder, heâll just answer my questions, and that will be that. You might just as well write him a letter for all the good itâll do.â And then he added, âIf youâre really convinced that your father did pick up a transmission from Briffe, then thereâs only one thing for you to doâgo over there and check for yourself. Itâs the only way youâll get the authorities to take it seriously.â
I was appalled at the way he was putting the responsibility back on to me. âBut I just havenât the money,â I murmured.
âI could help you there.â He was watching me closely all the time. âIâm checking out on a west-bound flight at O-seven hundred to-morrow morning. Weâll be into Goose around four-thirty in the afternoonâtheir time. I might be able to fix it. Youâd have about two hours there and I could radio ahead to Control for them to have Ledder meet the plane. Well?â
He meant it. That was the incredible thing. He really meant it. âBut what about my job?â I was feeling suddenly scared. âI canât just walk outââ
âYouâd be back on Friday.â
âBut â¦â It was all so appallingly sudden, and Canada was like another world to me. Iâd never been out of England, except once to Belgium. âBut what about the regulations andâand wouldnât the extra weight â¦â I found I was desperately searching for some sort of excuse.
He asked me then whether I had a British passport. I had, of course, for Iâd needed one for my holiday in Bruges and Ghent the previous year, and it was at my lodgings, with the rest of my things. And when he told me that my weight wouldnât make any difference to the safety margin and that he was good friends with the Customs and Immigration people both here and at Goose, all I could think of to say was, âIâll have to think it over.â
He gripped my arm then, and those baby blue eyes of his were suddenly hard. âEither you believe what your father wrote, or you donât. Which is it?â
The way he put it was almost offensive and I answered hotly, âDonât you understandâthat message was the cause of my fatherâs death.â
âOkay,â he said tersely. âThen itâs time you faced up to the implications of that message.â
âHow do you mean?â
He relaxed his grip on my arm. âSee here, boy,â he said gently, âif Briffe really did transmit on September twenty-ninth, then either thereâs been some ghastly error orâwell, the alternative doesnât bear thinking about.â His words reminded me of the shocked expression on the Flight Lieutenantâs face when I had suggested the pilot might have made a mistake. âNow do you see why youâve got to go over and talk to Ledder yourself? What that message saysââand he jabbed his finger at the sheet of paper he had laid on the bar counterââis that Laroche was wrong when he said Briffe and the other guy were dead. And Iâm warning you, itâs going to take a lot to persuade the authorities of that.â He patted my arm gently and the blue eyes were no longer hard, but looked at me sympathetically. âWell, itâs up to you now.