there was a hint of a smile on the corners of her lips. Finally, she shifted her gaze back to me. âSo, whatâs this business proposition?â
âAh. Well. As you can see I suffer from a bit of a tremor,â I said with a laugh, even though nothing about the tremor was funny to me. âIt is quite hard for me to write these days, and Iâve been looking for someone to type my memoir.â
âIs it written down somewhere?â she asked.
âWhy surely,â I said, tapping my skull.
Elyse smiled again, a lovely smile that made me feel hopeful and young myself. âSo, like, youâd just talk into a computer mic or something? And I would, like, take the flash drive home and type it?â
âNo. No, that wonât do.â I wanted to figure out if MiriamLichtenstein could ever exist again. For reasons I couldnât begin to explain, I didnât want to do it alone. âPerhaps you could just sit and listen to my stories and jot down some notes that might help me to organize my thoughts,â I said. âYou would be more of a collaborator, of sorts . . . and certainly I would pay you.â
âItâs okay. You donât have to pay me.â
âWell, of course I would pay you. Isnât your time worth something? Donât ever give away your talents for free, my dear. Do you have an income now?â
âAn income?â she repeated, her voice dubious. âI babysit my little brothers for, like, five bucks an hour, even though the going rate for sitters is ten.â
âThatâs called âearning your keep,â my dear. In my day, no one got paid for watching a sibling.â When she looked down at her Danish, I wished I hadnât started a sentence with âIn my day,â which is probably why I said, âIâll give you fifteen.â
âPer hour?â She looked up in wide-eyed delight. âJust so you know, I got a C in typing last year.â
âI donât care if it looks like rubbish,â I said. âWhoâs going to read it?â
The words were strangely liberatingâwhat was there to fear if no one was ever going to see these pages? We arranged a time for Saturday afternoon, a week and a half later. I invited her to my apartment and asked her to bring her laptop. âI donât have one,â Elyse said.
âDoesnât everyone your age have a computer?â
âI have a desktop. Which sits on my desktop.â Elyse rolled her eyes. âI wasnât allowed to have a cell phone for emergencies until last year.â
âWell, good. Teaching a girl to think for herself.â When sheshrugged, apparently unconvinced, I studied her for a moment. âSo, Elyse, what do you want to be when you grow up?â
âA doctor and a writer.â
Now, that made me smile. A girl who had plans! There was hope for her yet. I told her my simple rule, which Iâd shared with the group: âDonât write because you want to be a writer. Write because you have something to say.â She cocked her head to the side.
âMy grandma Margot says that, too. Sheâs a writerâshe published a novel when she was twenty-six. The Secrets of Flight .â
âSounds intriguing.â I smiled.
âIâve never actually read it.â Elyse shrugged and took a bite of her Danish. âShe moved away when I was ten.â
âWell, I think any book written by a family member should be required readingâeven if the author lives in Timbuktu.â Elyse stopped chewing, as if considering this for the first time. âAnd medicine?â I asked, picking up my mug. âWhere does that come from?â
âIâm probably going to need a day job,â she admitted.
âMy son Dave was supposed to be a doctorâjust like his father,â I said, a confession. âHe was an early microbiologist, you see. At the age of seven he would pull the agar plates