or
shut as needed to protect the tender shoots.
She hired live-in musicians, and accompanied them on their lutes,
viols and pipes. She formed quartets and quintets, and arranged
her favorite songs with different harmonic parts for voices of all
ranges.
She had an organ delivered, set up in the great hall, and played
it a least a couple of hours each day. The strains of music eased
her loneliness, but only somewhat.
She insisted on music until the wee hours, rotating all the
musicians in shifts so the house would never be silent. The
trouble was, they seemed to do nothing but sing of love, until she
grew more heartsick at being so alone in her married home.
When not engaged in all the activities around the castle, and the
weather was too inclement to venture outside the castle gates, she
spent endless hours poring over genealogical tables conveyed to
her from the governors of the shires and the mayors of as many
Wiltshire towns as she could discover that were near to where she
had last sought her family, and which were large enough to have
such a personage residing there with whom she could correspond.
She also contacted every abbot and abbess in the district, for all
the churches kept records of births, marriages and deaths. She did
not really know what she was looking for. She had no names or
places to go by, only the vague date of around Martinmas 1457 to
help her, which so far as she knew, was around the time she had
been born.
Valentine's information had not been off the mark, but it might
have been one way to lure her even further in to whatever web
Elizabeth Woodville might have woven for her. And which was why in
some senses she was glad to be alone to plot and prepare, for when
the time came, he would not be able to stop her from seeking her
destiny, which had lain waiting for her for so long.
She sent a copy of her sketch to each of her correspondents, and
prayed someone would recognize her as a possible relative, or give
her a crumb of information which would tell her where to look
next.
Throughout it all, she ached to be able to confide in someone, but
even had her husband been at home, her misgivings over his past
conduct and future ambitious would have been enough to give her
pause.
Still, it would be nice to start feeling more like she belonged
here, she decided one day, rising from her desk, her back aching
from the effort of having passed the rainy day penning still more
letters to Wiltshire.
She gazed out at the lovely if rain-drenched landscape, and hoped
Valentine was safe and warm somewhere. She hugged her arms around
her waist, and finally admitted to herself just how much she was
really looking forward to Valentine's homecoming.
Awaiting his return from York one afternoon with a restlessness
that simply would not be contained, she mounted Chera and rode a
few miles in the direction his last note to her had indicated him
to be.
The freezing air filled her lungs with exhilarating crispness as
she burrowed deeper into her ermine cloak. The remnants of the
previous night's frost dusted the earth with a sparkling blanket
of blue-white that turned her breath to crystals in the slanting
sun.
Thin streams of smoke curled skyward from the villagers' cottages
surrounding her. All was quiet; the only sound was the dull
clopping of Chera's hooves on the hard earth.
She halted the palfrey and, from atop the hill, swept her eyes
over Lilleshal and her grounds. The sandstone glowed and the
stream twinkled in the sun's weakening rays. Smoke billowed from
the chimneys, and lights flickered in the oiled paper windows and
occasional glass windows as the surrounding shadows grew longer,
casting a gleam over the earth.
She yanked on Chera's reins and galloped back, a rush of warmth
welling through her. She could not wait to nestle before the fire
in the parlor, her fingers wound round a tankard of