âYou mustnât tell a soul.â
Tia nodded. âIs there some specific reason you are not ready to tell your husband about his impending fatherhood?â
âNo,â she answered quickly.
âSurely, he will be pleased with the idea of you carrying his heir?â Tia said.
The countess stared at her long fingers splayed against the coverlet. Tears fell like rain from her eyes. âI cannot be certain it is his child,â she whispered so quietly Tia barely heard her.
âWhy not?â
âI was with another man not long before my marriage. My family did not consider him husband material. Once Eldridge expressed an interest in me, my mother paraded me before him at every opportunity until he proposed only a fortnight later. We were married a week later by special license. I didnât wish to marry him and when the other man returned a few days before the wedding. . . .â
âWhen did you discover your condition?â Tia asked as she felt Emilyâs belly.
âIn all the upheaval of the marriage, it wasnât until a week ago that I realized I had missed two monthlies.â
âIâm surprised you havenât been nauseated until now.â
âEvery now and then but today was the worst.â Emily smiled up at her. âWhich is why I am so glad I discovered you at the park.â
âGood fortune indeed.â Tia took a seat near the bed as Mallory returned with the tea tray.
âMy lady, are you unwell?â
âJust tired. That is why we are having tea upstairs.â As Mallory placed the tea on the bedside table, Emily asked, âDid you find the peppermint for tea?â
âYes, my lady. I brought both the peppermint and the black.â
âThank you, Mallory. I shall ring if I need anything more.â
Mallory nodded and then departed.
Emily looked over at Tia. âWould you mind pouring today?â
âOf course not.â Tia prepared the peppermint tea and then handed it to Emily. âThis should calm your stomach.â Then she made some black tea for herself. Sitting back against the chair, an odd sense of discomfort overcame her. She needed to drink her tea and return to Middletonâs before the dressmaker arrived at noon. It was already eleven, so she must make her excuse rather quickly.
âWhere did you learn so much about pregnancy?â
Tia explained how her mother had taught her and her sister from the time they were old enough to follow her around the estate. They would watch her heal people and treat them for sicknesses with herbs.
âIt seems so odd to me that your mother would allow you to see peopleâs bare limbs, especially a manâs,â Emily commented and then sipped her tea.
âPerhaps, but seeing it at a young age takes the fascination out of it. Once youâve seen one bare leg, the others are all the same.â If only the same could be said of a manâs chest. She had never seen a chest like Middletonâs, finely muscled down to his belly. And that line of black hair that crossed his chest, down his belly, and disappeared beneath his trousers had fascinated her.
âI suppose that would be true.â
Tia placed her teacup down and rose. âI must return to Middletonâs home before he becomes concerned.â Or irate. But still, she hoped his arm was all right. She needed to check his bandage for signs of infection.
âAre you certain?â Emily asked softly. âI would love to have you stay with me. My darling husband is usually too busy with his mistress to escort me to many of the parties. With you along with me, we could both go. I could introduce you to all the handsome young men and then perhaps you wouldnât need to return to the Midlands ever again.â
Tia bit down on her lip in thought. If she stayed with Emily, Middleton wouldnât be able to force her to return. But she couldnât take charity from a woman sheâd