When he lets go of my feet, my legs fall back to the bed. My feet are planted on the mattress and my knees spread wide.
Damon doesn’t take his eyes away from my core as he pushes his lounge pants down, freeing his massive erection. Swallowing, I take in the sight of a naked Damon. He’s truly gorgeous. Every hard muscle is defined, every dip and curve highlight how well he takes care of his magnificent body.
“Beauty, I can’t wait. I need in you. Now.” He moans as he wraps his hand around his cock, stroking himself.
“Yes.” I breathe. “Fuck me, Damon.”
“No, beauty. I want to make love to you. I need this slow, baby.”
Damon settles himself between my thighs again and rubs his cock through my juices, coating himself in my wetness. He positions himself at my entrance and pauses. I whimper, not liking his teasing any more. I just need him to fill me.
“Damon, please.”
“I’ve got you, beauty.”
He slowly pushes his way in. He fills, stretches, and pulsates inside me. The perfect fit. Cupping my face with both hands he just stares into my eyes as he slowly starts to retreat before he works himself back to the hilt.
“You’re so fucking tight, beauty. So fucking perfect.” The soft, slow rhythm he’s setting is new. We’ve never paired together this way. It’s always been fast, passionate and hard. This is slow, sensual and soft.
My core clenches around Damon, pulling a groan from his lips. He grinds his pelvis into me, staying deep inside. My clit swells and throbs with every rub.
Our moans, groans and whimpers mix to create music that is just us. My orgasm tears through me as wave after wave of pure pleasure explodes around my body. I cry out Damon’s name, seeking his lips with mine.
He gives me the connection I desperately need as he spills his seed deep inside me. We lie panting, both of us coming down from euphoria. Damon whispers words of love, and our future. I’m not so certain that our future will be as he thinks.
Damon peppers kisses all over my face before rolling off me and pulling me into his side. I rest my head on his shoulder, place my hand across his chest and shut my eyes. Tiredness takes over and I drift into a deep sleep, safely tucked in the demon’s arms.
CHAPTER NINE
When I wake I reach over to feel for Damon, but his side of the bed is empty and cold. As I sit up my head swirls with everything that’s happened in the last few days, so I take a second to gather myself before slipping out of bed. Grabbing Damon’s dressing gown off the back of his door, I make my way downstairs to find him.
He is sitting at the kitchen table talking to someone on the phone and when I sit down he looks up and smiles, and reaches for my hand across the table.
“Yes she’s here... We are both very happy...Hold on I’ll ask her.” He covers the phone by pressing it against his shoulder as he speaks to me. “It’s my mum. She wants to know if you’re free this week to go for lunch. She wants to discuss our engagement party.”
The panic that has been in my stomach since I tried to sleep last night is slowly rising, and my throat clogs. I realise that I haven’t replied but I can’t get the words to form in my throat. Damon must sense my hesitance because he makes up some excuse and ends the call. He pulls me up from my seat and sits me down in his lap.
“What’s wrong, Ella?” I can feel tears prickling behind my eyes. I’m so unsure of how I’m feeling. Everything is whirling around in my mind. As much as I try and ignore my feelings, ignore the kiss that Damon shared with Leona, and Damon’s nightmare, it’s killing me. I feel so full of rage and jealousy that I can’t think clearly.
I feel hurt.
I tell myself everything will be okay, but now that I’m pregnant, I’m not sure I can deal with this. With us. Now I’ve thought about it, I’m not sure I have the strength.
Damon lifts my chin so I’m looking directly at him, his eyes