unscathed.
All I want to do is forget itâs happening.
The stands are starting to fill up and the place gets a little noisier. âI could show up to work naked and I donât think heâd notice. I promise Iâll tell them after I play a bit. Thereâs no reason to upset them until Iâm sure.â I lean forward until my nose practically touches the glass. Iâm dying to see Jake decked out in full gear.
The guys stream out of the hallway from the locker room, and they each touch a spot of faded paint on the doorjamb as they step onto the ice. Must be some sort of superstition. I guess they need luck even for practice.
Lori leans forward next to me. âOoh, look,â she says, pointing. âBoys on ice skates.â She grins at me.
All of them are dressed head to toe in padding, jerseys, gloves, and helmets. Upon closer inspection, most of their jerseys are tattered and faded. A few of the names on the jerseys look like theyâve been replaced. I can clearly see that one kidâs shirt used to say âMacDonald,â but those letters have been removed and âFloresâ has been stitched over it.
The boys are a jumbled mess, all doing their own thing to warm up. As I watch, two of them collide and go down hard on the ice.
Lori cringes. âOuch. Uncoordinated boys on ice skates.â
Thereâs a flutter in my stomach when I remember the element of danger. Or it could be the guilt of missing the whole cleaning/bleach thing with Grams. But, thereâs something about seeing the team in person rather than watching the highlights of a professional game on the news or clips on YouTube.
The guys start by skating in a line around the edge. Lori and I back up and sit in the first row of the stands. I pull my hood over my head, hoping Jake wonât notice us right away. Theyâre all on the ice now. Iâm taking note of every detail about their strides, how they shift their sticks as they skate, even how they stop. I ignore the fact that several of them crash into each other or the wall when they
donât
stop. I imagine myself in the line, gutting it out while wearing twenty pounds of equipment.
Itâs easy to spot Jake. Something about the way he moves fluidly down the line. Or it could be the fact that âGomesâ is spelled out across his back. I elbow Lori and point. Of course thatâs the instant he looks up and catches me pointing. He gestures to the coach and then heâs speeding toward us. My heartâs beating like Iâm the one skating, and for a second Iâm afraid heâs going to crash.
He stops short and skids sideways on his skates, sending snow flying. Lori and I both flinch, forgetting the glass wall in front of us. He pulls off his helmet and shakes his head, beads of sweat raining everywhere. His cheeks are rosy and thereâs a glow around him. Like an aura. He smiles that big smile. âYou came!â he shouts. âReady to suit up?â
I donât even have to look at her to know that Lori rolls her eyes. Iâm not at all sure I want to suit up, but Iâm here and Iâm not chickening out. For once no one expects me at the restaurant. Thereâs no reason to say no.
I stand up tentatively and look toward the locker room.
âMeet me down by the door,â Jake yells, speeding back toward the coach.
Lori follows me with a shrug. âYou totally need a chaperone, girl. I donât trust this dude, and your parents are totally going to blame me for letting you do this. You realize Iâm kissing free pizza good-bye?â
I snort. ââCause thatâs the only reason youâre friends with me?â
âYou didnât think it was to bask in your royal glow, did you?â She punches my arm. âThough I do like your cinnamon sugar pizza.â
I smack her.
We walk almost halfway around the rink to the archway where Jake is waiting. âThere were some extra
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