Tocleave the wood, heâd used the dagger in his hand and the strength of his upper body, and the nails had been harvested from a shed behind the Manse of Souls, old-fashioned, square-shanked strips of metal that heâd banged into place with a rock.
The pyre was not a work of art, especially not when compared to the fine antiques that Nigel had surrounded himself with. Indeed, the archangel had had a preference for things of beauty, a reason, he had often said, for his attraction to Colin.
This was no fitting end for the archangel. No fitting end aâtall.
Colin sat for a time, drinking and thinking. And then he roused himself and went over to his lover. The silk heâd chosen to wrap Nigel up in was a soft French blueâand heâd picked it mostly because heâd hoped the silvery stains from the blood wouldnât show overmuch.
Heâd covered Nigelâs face. He simply couldnât look at it, because the features and the coloring were too close to health for comfort. It was too tempting to think that if he just waited long enough, and said some combination of words, his other half would sit up and reply to him.
Folly. And that ridiculous impotent optimism had to be put aside.
First, the disposition of the remains. And then he had work to do.
Colin reached over and tucked a fold of the silk in tighter under the body. The concept of prayer, for an angel, was foreign. For one thing, he could make entreaties directly to the Maker, so sending up wishes or hopes upon the air was not necessary. For another, prayer was typically rooted in helplessness or despair, and historically neither was something heâd ever felt.
Tipping the bottle over the body, he poured the clear liquor Nigel had favored out in a steady stream from head to toe; then he took a long drink, put up his palm, and summoned heat. As hecast the energy forth, the super-charged molecules combusted in a burst of white flame, the silver blood and the gin creating an ignition platform.
He stepped back. Kept drinking.
Smoke the color of snow wafted up as Nigel was cremated, and as Colin watched, he thought that the billowing white waves were a kind of prayerâor at least the closest he would ever get to one.
He ended up on the ground, sitting with his legs crossed. The consumption was taking longer than he had thought, and he would not leave until there was nothing left but ashes.
And then he was going to settle this score with Jim Heron.
With the very dagger Nigel had used upon himself.
Chapter
Five
âWe need her. What do you want from me?â
As Adrian waited for Jim to respond, he shifted his weight on his feet, trying to find some distribution of tonnage where his bad leg didnât feel like it was in a meat grinder. No luck.
Jim glared up at the stairs Sissy had just put to use. âI donât want her involved in this.â
âYeah. Youâve said that.â Adrian glanced around at the total absence of chairs and sofas in the front foyer. âNo offense, but I gotta take a load off.â
Limping across the shallow space, he headed for the parlor over on the left side of the house. When theyâd first moved inâhow long ago was that? A week? Fifteen years?âthe house had been entering the final throes of age-onset molting: Wallpaper had been curling up in the corners of rooms, ceilings had been stained and flaking, old Victorian Orientals had been threadbare and unraveling.
Now? As he entered the sitting room, the velvets on the sofas, the silk of the drapes, the molding around the bookcases and the tops of the varnished tables were all pristineâas if heâd walked into a carefully preserved museum piece of life in the late eighteen hundreds. The same was true of that kitchen they hung outin, the forties-era appliances suddenly working like a collection of brand-new GEs, the Formica gleaming showroom-fresh. Upstairs was the same deal, too, all the lace in the privacy